of them except this one, a tiny girl with giant blue eyes and blond hair. He called it his Piper-Puppet. When the Parents would drag me out of the attic, heâd always be hiding in a corner, clutching it in his thin arms when they brought me back.
I smooth the puppetâs blond hair and set her gently aside before entering my combination. I used Samâs favorite number (because it was the age heâd been when we met Nana), followed by Nanaâs (because of Christmas), and then mine (because if luck exists, itâs screwed me over time and again): 5-25-13. Opening the door, I take out thirty-five hundred dollars and then close it again.
When I come back into the room, I see Cam standing over the stack of mirrors I hid behind the chair. The only mirror that remains on the wall is the one in the bathroom, and thatâs because I think I need a crowbar to get it down. His expression hovers somewhere between surprise and amusement.
âIâve never met a girl who didnât like mirrors.â
I shrug and hold out the money. âAppearances are overrated.â
Itâs fast, but I canât miss his eyes sweeping from my bare feet up to my crazy bed-head hair. Thereâs an unmistakable twitch at the corner of his mouth, and Iâm suddenly very aware of my blue polka-dot pajama pants and bright orange tank top.
I sigh and mutter under my breath, âAn opinion demonstrated by my choice of clothing.â
Cam grins wide and Iâm totally unprepared for the way it makes my stomach wobble inside me.
âUhââI step backward and run into my tableââthatâs all you needed, right?â
His eyes take in my quick movement, but he doesnât mention it. âAny luck finding a job?â
âNo, but my luck should improve once I start trying.â Pulling out a chair, I sit in it and wait for him to leave. The pounding in my head has eased, but not much.
âSix blocks southeast of here in the Italian Market, there is a restaurant named Angeloâs.â Cam tucks the money inside his pocket without counting it. âMeet me there at five.â
âWhy?â His constant amused expression is starting to bother me. âI have the rest of Charlotteâs papers. Now Iâve paid you the rest of the money. I thought we were done.â
âWe arenât.â He shrugs and walks to the door. âNot quite yet. Fiveâdonât be late.â Cam closes the door behind him without waiting for me to agree. The echo of it shutting mingles with my groan. Each of the seven pins and bolts slides into place under my fingertips, reassuring me as I close off the outside world and lock myself away. Something about that separation makes me feel like everything will be better when I wake up.
It doesnât matter that I know itâs a lie.
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5
By afternoon my headache has dulled, but Sam wonât shut up.
Go back. We need to know she is still okay.
Sheâs living in a cupboard, of course she isnât okay.
Help her, Piper.
I know his voice isnât real. That heâs dead and Iâm essentially arguing with myself. But it helps me feel like heâs still with me. And if that means Iâm walking a bit on the crazy side of the sanity line, Iâm okay with that. Iâve lived through realityâdidnât care much for it.
Slow, deep breaths keep me calm while I shower and get ready, but I canât say the same for Sam. Heâs like a spring in my brain. Every motion I make that doesnât take us closer to saving the girl winds him tighter. The pressure begins to feel like an unstable land mine waiting for the slightest trigger to set it off.
Locking up my apartment, I turn and nearly step on a blond girl sitting at the top of the stairs. At my gasp, she glances around and beams up at me.
âHi.â She lifts up a stuffed bear from her lap and waves at me with one of its arms.
âHi.â I say