ainât that conscious, if you know what I mean,â Curtis said. âItâs more of an irrational kinda thing. But yeah, thatâs what it all sort of boils down to, if you ask me.â
âThat why you drink?â Kai asked.
âYeah, probably,â Curtis said. âProbably why guys my age dye their hair and buy fast cars and chase younger women. Why ladies dye their hair and get face-lifts and boob jobs and all the crap they do with makeup. And itâs sure as hell why people go to church on Sunday morning.â
âThen whatâs the answer?â Kai asked.
âAnswer?â Curtis grinned. âRide the biggest, most dangerous wave ever and make sure they get it on film. Hell, grom, I donât know what the frigginâ answer is. Except maybe that this is just the way itâs supposed to be. Deathâs a part of life. Itâs natural for things to be born and live and die.â
âWhat if you die before your time?â Kai asked.
âWho says when itâs someoneâs time?â Curtis said.
âLike a mother whoâs got a kid whoâs too young to be on his own,â Kai said.
âWell, thatâs probably what fathers are for,â Curtis said.
âWhat if the father isnât around?â Kai asked. âOr heâs around but he doesnât give a crap?â
Curtis studied Kai closely âWeâre not talkinâ philosophy anymore, are we? Weâre talkinâ about someone we both know pretty darn well.â
Kai nodded.
âWell, that kidâs gonna have to grow up and get on with it faster than he planned,â Curtis said. âBut heâs a good person and thereâll be people around whoâll recognize that and want to help.â
They heard the desk bell in the office ring.
âSpeak of the devil.â Curtis hefted himself up off the couch, and he and Kai went out into the office. Pat and Sean were there, looking around. Pat had that sour expression on his face, as if the Driftwood was such a fleabag that even
he
wasnât sure he could bring himself to stay there.
âEvening, gentlemen,â Curtis said. âHow may I help you?â
Pat got right to the point. He nodded at Kai. âMy son here says you might give us a deal on a room.â
Curtis looked at Kai, and for a moment Kai feared Curtis might say something like what a fine young man he was or some such garbage like that. But Curtis looked back atPat and said, âForty-five dollars a night.â
âHow about for a week?â Pat asked.
âForty-five a night,â said Curtis.
âHow about a month?â
âSame thing,â said Curtis.
âSo whereâs the deal?â Pat asked.
âThe deal, my good man, is that this is high season and from now until Labor Day you wonât find a motel room within a hundred miles of here for less than a hundred eighty a night. So youâre lookinâ at a seventy-five percent discount off the going rate.â
âSuppose we agree you donât have to give us clean sheets and towels every day,â Pat said.
âYou think for forty-five a night you get clean sheets and towels every day?â Curtis asked. âFor that price you should be thankful you get a sheet or towel, period.â
Patâs sour look got even more sour. âWhat kind of place is this, anyway?â
âI kind of think itâs the only place left for you,â Curtis said. âNow, Iâve enjoyed our little chat, gentlemen, but right now I feel Iâd like to spend the rest of the evening with my good friend, Mr. Jack Danielâs, so if you would be so kind as to make up your mind Iâll be able toshut off the lights, lock the door, and return to my reflections on immortality.â
Pat frowned. âOkay, weâll take a room for a night and see how it goes,â he said, as if he were doing Curtis some huge favor.
âThatâll be