come here expecting to meet Mrs Elsa Murdoch, paid nanny. Instead heâd met Elsa, marine biologist, friend, protector, mother to Zoe in every sense but name.
After the shock of learning of Zoeâs existence, his plan had been to rescue his orphaned cousin, take her back to Khryseis and pay others to continue her care. Or, if Zoe was attached to this particular nanny, then he could continue to employ her to give the kid continuity.
It had to be option two.
Only if he broached it now Elsa might well lock the door and call the authorities to throw him off her land.
So do it when? He had so little time.
âI need to go back to Khryseis tomorrow,â he told Zoe and glanced sideways to see relief flood Elsaâs face. âElsaâs said sheâll drive me into town now. But Iâve upset her. She thought I might want to take you away from her, and Iâd never do that. I promise. So if you and Elsa drive me into town now, can I come and visit again tomorrow morning?â He looked ruefully down at his ceremonial trousersânow liberally coated in cat fur. âIf Iâm welcome?â
âIs he welcome?â Zoe asked Elsa.
âIf you want him to come,â Elsa said neutrally. âStefanos is your cousin.â
Zoe thought about it. He was being judged, he thought, and the sensation was weird. Judged by an eight-year-old, with Elsa on the sidelines doing her own judging.
Orâ¦it seemed sheâd already judged.
âIf you come you should bring your togs,â Zoe said.
âTogs?â
âYour swimming gearâif you own any without tassels and braid,â Elsa said, still obviously forcing herself not to glower. âAs a farewell visit,â she added warningly. âBecause, if you really are Zoeâs cousin, then I accept that she should get to know you.â
âThatâs gracious of you,â he said gravely.
âIt is,â she said and managed a half-hearted smile.
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The drive back to town started in silence. Elsaâs car was an ancient family wagon, filled in the back withâof all thingsâlobster pots. There was a pile of buoys and nets heaped on the front passenger seat, so he was forced to sit in the rear seat with Zoe.
She could have put the gear in the back, he thought, but she didnât offer and he wasnât pushing it. So she was chauffeur and he and Zoe were passengers.
âYou catch lobsters?â he said cautiously.
âWe weigh them, sex them, tag then and let them go,â she said briefly from the front.
âYou have a boat?â
âThe university supplies one. But I only go when Zoe can come with me.â
âItâs really fun,â Zoe said. âI like catching the little ones. You have to be really careful when you pick them up. If you grab them behind their necks they canât reach and scratch you.â
âWe have lobsters on the Diamond Isles,â he told her. âMy friend Nikos is a champion fisherman.â
âDo you fish?â Zoe demanded.
âI did when I was a boy.â
They chatted on. Elsa was left to listen. And fret.
He was good, she conceded. He was wriggling his way intoZoeâs trust and that wasnât something lightly achieved. Like her father before her, Zoe was almost excruciatingly shy, and that shyness had been made worse by peopleâs reaction to her scars.
Stefanos hadnât once referred to her scars. To the little girl it must be as if he hadnât noticed them.
The concept, for Zoe, must be huge. Here was someone out of her papaâs past, wanting to talk to her about interesting stuff like what heâd done on Khryseis when he was a boy with her papa.
She shouldnât be driving him back into town. She should be asking him to dinner, even asking him to sleep over to give Zoe as much contact as she could get.
Only there were other issues. Like the Crown. Like the fact that heâd said that Zoe had to return
Douglas E. Schoen, Melik Kaylan