from her face. âItâs the room. I woke up, and got a little bit confusedâ¦â
He closes his eyes and kisses the crown of her head. âHow about I get you a night light tomorrow? That might help.â
She nods her head. Their sleepy embrace is about the sweetest thing Iâve ever seen.
âLilâs gonna read me a book.â
I make a mental note to buy some pretty things for Charlieâs room so it feels as if she belongs here, and not so much as if sheâs a guest in our lives.
âThat sounds mighty nice,â Damon says. âSleep tight, Iâll kiss you goodnight when I come past.â He tilts his head almost imperceptibly and gives me a look as if to check Iâm happy to be the one to put her back to bed. I smile, and nod.
Back in the small room, I switch on the bedside lamp and tuck her in snug.
âLil?â
I select a book from the small pile stacked on the shelf. âMmm?â
âIf I say I love you, that doesnât mean I donât love my mommy, right? I meanâ¦she wonât be hurt, will she?â
I perch on the edge of the bed and weigh up how to answer. âYou knowâ¦no one can replace the love you have for your mom or dad. By saying you care for other people as well as them just means youâve got a big heartââ I tap her chest ââwith enough love in there for everyone. I think your mom would be happy to know that you feel safe and loved here. Thatâs all that would matter to her.â
âSo she wonât mind?â
I flash her a smile. âSeems to me sheâd be pretty proud of you. And you can tell her how much you miss her while youâre here, because Iâm sure sheâs missing you.â
Charlie nods sagely. âI do miss her, but I miss you and Daddy when Iâm gone too.â
âWe do too, but that only makes it so much more fun when you come back.â
âI love CeeCee too. My mommy says she sounds like a funny lady.â
We giggle. âSee? Sounds like your mom is happy that youâre having fun while youâre here.â
âOK.â Charlie puts her teddy bear under her arm. âWill you do special voices when you get to the part about the wolf?â She points to the book.
I relax against the bedhead. âI sure can.â
Chapter Five
Birds chirp from the tree outside my window, making me bolt out of bed.
Shoot!
Sunlight streams in; Iâve overslept. Damonâs side of the bed is empty, and I take a second to wonder why. Itâs not like him to leave without waking me; most mornings we sit together over a cup of coffee thatâs so strong it makes my eyes
boing
open. For a moment I wonder if heâs rethinking our relationship because of Joelâs sudden presence, then dismiss the ridiculous thought.
I curse as I pull clothes from the cupboard. My mind races with all the things we need to do for the chocolate festival, and the activities for the kids on Saturday. I also want to buy a few things for Charlieâs room, cute little girly things: pink sheets, a lamp, maybe some Barbie dolls.
I throw on a loose tee shirt, and pull up some jeans. CeeCee will be wondering where I am; I promised to get in early to make the gingerbread rabbits. In the bathroom I assess my reflection in the mirror: a mite pale, but a lot better than I looked last night. The thought of Joelâs letter sitting in my bag galvanizes me. I have to make an appointment with Mr Jefferson, a semi-retired lawyer, and the only one in Ashford to boot, for some legal advice.
A quick splash of cold water on my face is all I have time for. Make-up isnât my thing anyway. Ripping open the letter from Joel, I read a whole bunch of legal gobbledegook. My shoulders slump. Iâm not sure if itâs because this lawyerâs on Joelâs side, but it sounds as though I will have to pay. He must have planned it so heâd always have a way to get the money