copper magnesium cobalt in the summer air.
In Tobacco Heaven my friends are killed
on freeways. Smoking dope perhaps, or a fifth of cheap liquor.
They are about 17, tall & slim,
usually wearing t-s
or sloppy shirts;
except for Carson who was short & plump
the class clown, with a flat-top haircut,
who went through a guard rail in a red Mazda
& fell 135 feet.
A boy with the body of a
perfect high school basketball star
long torso no waist & the smile of a sardonic angel
my name is John,
call me Johnny Slow Hand,
driving
with a large unadulterated jumbo of Coke
Joan Crawford’s favourite drink.
It makes me nauseous, she once said,
between his long legs,
radio blaring Elton John
that song about how the blues will always come back
with brass in the background
a lift from LA Express
caught the tail of a grey Plymouth
making a lazy turn no tail-lights onto a country side road
& was then clipped by 3 cars & a truck
& flipped
on the boulevard.
Saturday night
the cars have to be cut open with an acetylene torch
to lift their once perfect Adidas-shod bodies
out of the wrecked car the way you would lift an egg out
of a crushed bird’s nest.
Mostly boys,
the girl was an exception, & under the age of 29.
Boys have the big A-stat. A for accident
& A for a sort of hyper-tense anxiety
backed up by a tumultuous review of hormones.
Boys are expressive, sure, okay,
& also aggressive drivers.
Jerzy Kosinski
snuffed out with a plastic bag.
Surely you weren’t trying to do anything like that?
When you’re 17½ the world is a huge 6
/
5ths.
6 / 5ths of a gigantic moon.
Cut throat of the sun.
Slashed wrists of the moon.
You just put your foot
on the gas a little too hard with one arm out the window
& leaned back like a lazy greyhound on the comfortable
seat.
Cut throat of the sun.
Slashed wrists of
the moon.
6 / 5ths of the dark night.
Tobacco Heaven lays out
the coloured highway signs from Thunder Bay to New Mexico.
Life is almost always beautiful
or at worst a bit of a down.
The upside on the girl is that she wasn’t decapitated,
unlike the Hispanic kid who was
driving with his feet just to prove he could do it.
Can you do it Jaime can you do it Jaime can you do it Jaime?
Si,
it is easy, I can/
do it.
And if you lose control
then the night road is wrong because
it has imperfect highway seals under the asphalt
some designs don’t breathe the way a highway
should breathe. Some axles lock, & some don’t.
Driving with your knees only is strictly forbidden
while eating pizza
turning over a tape cassette
or changing your shirt.
The Buzzcocks should never have broken up
when they were so so good. Some curves
in the highway are actually a dark blue parallel.
Some high schools have good basketball teams
with cheerleaders & some don’t. All highway signs
should be *illuminated*. Some windshields
break more easily than others.
TAPIOCA
Mrs. Matisse, I say, when I get her on the telephone, Is it ok if I