Aroostine couldn’t shake Lily from her mind.
“Pull over, okay?”
Joe gave her a curious look but edged the Jeep to the side of the
road. He put the vehicle in park and turned on his blinkers.
“Too much cake?”
“Nothing like that.”
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She unbelted her seat belt and turned to face him full on. She
inhaled deeply then exhaled.
“Uh-oh, you’re gearing yourself up for a big pronouncement.
I can tell.”
She ignored the commentary. “Joe, I don’t want to go back to
our hotel.”
“Okay? What do you have in mind? I’m game for a late night
of carousing if you are.”
“No, nothing like that.”
“Well, what then?”
She gnawed on her lower lip and considered what she was about
to say. Was she sure about this?
Palmer and his blank, staring eyes. Th e long-eared rabbit, lying
supine in the fi eld. Th e uninterested police response. Lily’s small face, so somber even with all her fairy fi nery surrounding her in a cloud of glitter.
“I want to stay here and get to the bottom of Isaac Palmer’s
murder. I have
hav to, J
e
hav
oe.”
She braced herself for his reaction.
He just sat there, unmoving and staring out into the dark night.
Finally, he turned the key and switched off the engine. He checked for cars and then opened his door.
She got out the passenger side.
He headed around the car, head down, and started toward a
gravel path near the side of the road. She jogged after him.
“Joe? Where are you going?”
He looked over his shoulder and pinned her with a look that
tore at her heart. His face was a study of anguish.
“I need a minute. I don’t want to say anything I’ll regret. Th ings have been so good between us. I’m trying not to screw this up. Please.
Just go back to the car. I want to clear my head,” he nearly pleaded.
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“Wait, please. I have to tell you this—it’s important. Th is isn’t
about Sid or getting back in good graces at Main Justice. Th is is about me, something I have to do to be at peace with myself.” As she said the words, she was thinking of the little girl with fairy wings hiding in the bushes.
He shot her a look that she couldn’t read but nodded. “I hear you.”
He turned back to the dark path and walked into the woods.
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CHAPTER SIX
Joe clenched and relaxed his fi sts as he trudged along the dark trail.
Clench, relax. Clench, relax.
His thumping heart and the sweat beading at his hairline were
signs either that his body recognized that his nighttime promenade
through a strange fi eld was ill-advised or that his anger at Aroostine was bubbling to the surface despite his eff orts to quell it. Or maybe both.
He stomped farther along the path and paused near a copse
of trees. He glanced back. He didn’t see Aroostine’s tall, lean fi gure near the road. He blinked in surprise that she apparently had done
as he’d asked and gone back to the car. Not so long ago, she would
have pushed the issue and followed him. But not anymore.
He leaned against a tree trunk and focused on slowing his
breathing.
It’s progress that she’s consulting you, asking for your input, he chided himself.
MELISSA F. MILLER
It was true. Ever since she’d returned from DC, she’d been close-
lipped—even for her. She was warm and attentive when they were
together, but she didn’t ask what he thought about anything that
didn’t involve their shared home life.
Switching Rufus’ brand of food? She’d engage in a heartfelt
discussion.
Agreeing to the assignment at the US Attorney’s Offi ce in John-
stown? She hadn’t even mentioned her new position until she’d been
working there for almost a week.
And that was the way it had been with everything. If it involved
their marriage, their home, or their families, they were a team. If it related to her career, he was persona non grata.
He understood. How could he not? She’d asked him to support
her when she’d moved to Washington, DC,