her girlfriends at the dog park. The problem was that, like her, they preferred the company of canines to people, so their track records when it came to romance werenât exactly stellar. Marcus was a man; heâd be able to analyze guy behavior for her. Plus he was always going to dance concerts and gallery openings and parties. He knew how people in the non-dog world operated. Delilahâs idea of a good time was cozying up on her couch with her dogs and a bowl of mint chocolate chip ice cream, watching Animal Planet .
âWhy do you think he likes you?â
âWell, he wanted to know all about my dogs and how I got into the dog walking business. Then, when I told him he should get a Halti at the pet shop, he said, âMaybe you could come with me.â â
âSo, youâre thinking he might want to put the moves on you while perusing pooper scoopers.â
Delilah scowled. âI know you think youâre being hilarious, but youâre not.â
âIâm sorry, kitten.â He patted the top of her head. âContinue.â
âThatâs it, really. Any thoughts?â
âHow were you with him?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou know what I mean. Which of your two anxious personalities came out: Betsy Blurt or Babbling Brook?â
âI think I may have babbled a little. Iâm not sure.â
âWell, if you babbled and you still think he likes you, then that says something.â
âLike what?â
Marcus sighed. âHard to say, since I havenât actually met him.â
âGreat.â Delilah slumped against the wall. âYou know when a dog thinks sheâs Gwen Stefani, but you canât give me any insights on male behavior.â
Marcus pursed his lips. âThis is what I think.â
Delilah waited.
âAsking you how you came to be a dog walker could just be basic human curiosityâor he might like you. Similarly, asking you to go to the pet shop with him could be because heâs nervous about buying the right collarâor he might have been flirting with you. My question to you is: Does it matter?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âLetâs say for the sake of argument he does like you. Are you going to do anything about it? If he asked you out, would you accept?â
Delilah hesitated. âI donât know.â
Marcus put the kettle on the stove. âThen why are we even having this conversation?â
âYouâre right.â Delilah pulled up a kitchen chair. âI did take a closer look at him this time,â she admitted. âHe is attractive. And nice. And he really loves his dog.â
âBut.â
âBut I canâtâI donâtâheââ
âYouâd feel more comfortable if he had four legs rather than two.â
âYes.â
Marcus sat down beside her. âLilah, youâve got to get over your shynessâ and your fear. Just because your parentsâ marriage went up in flames like the Hindenburg , doesnât mean they all wind up that way.â
Marcus was right. All those years of doors slamming, plates crashing, and name-calling had left its mark. So had the always confusing aftermath, when her parents would make up and vow undying loveâuntil the next time they fought. It had taken her years to allow herself to have a serious relationship, and when she did, her anxiety had blown it.
âIâm not sure Iâm willing to take the risk,â Delilah admitted.
Marcus pushed back from the table. âThen continue living a half life.â
His words stung. âIâm frightened, Marcus. Please donât be cross with me.â
âIâm sorry, babycakes.â He placed the teabags in their cups. âIt just gets so frustrating sometimes! Youâre this sweet, wonderful woman, yet you choose to hide your light beneath a bushel of dog hair. Havenât you ever heard the expression