out!” and instinctively backed inside and hit the floor as the soldier fired. Cooney’s friend fell backward across the threshold with bullets in his chest. Cooney, splattered with blood, stood staring at his friend but Quinn grabbed his wrist and said, “Down, Cooney, down,” and pulled him to the floor. Quinn crawled toward the door as more bullets came through the louvered doors and hit the wall, and plaster showered onto Quinn and Cooney.
“What is this Cuba for chrissake?” Cooney said. “They hit you for nothin’ and they shoot you for standin’ outside, even inside, and you didn’t do a goddamn thing to them, this is fucking rotten hell if I ever saw it.”
“Good reason to keep your head down,” Quinn said. “Maybe they think you’re a sniper. They don’t know you’re a tourist. Crawl to the hallway, head down. What’s your friend’s name who was shot?”
“Chet Looby.”
“Where’s he from?”
“Baltimore, same as me. Why you askin’ me questions?”
“I keep track of stuff,” Quinn said.
He crawled past a room where loud music was playing, a Cuban song he recognized, one of the few he could name, a son , “Lágrimas Negras.” He equated it with old death in Cuba as announced on the Miami Herald ’s newswire, or rebels dead in the street trying to get rid of Machado, or the distant slaughter in the Mambí revolution his grandfather had written about—slaves and rebels on horseback, hacking out a mythic path with their machetes, a prelude to today’s diorama of corpses baking on sidewalks in the park, a newly blooming garden of rebel death. In his historical memory these warriors fell without bleeding but now the gore was personal for Quinn, its splatter visible on his trousers, and he could hear its music. On the streets below, the attack wave of the new sacrificial generation was becoming aware that bleeding to death was its destiny and that suicide-in-arms is a noble choice of exit from a righteous war. And Black Tears from on high fell onto these very necessary corpses.
The hundred young rebels in the second wave, now sitting in cars, trucks or houses, waiting, could hear no music. Some heard on Radio Reloj that the attack had begun, some could hear the calamity of the Palace machine guns, but their leader, struck with indecision, could give no signal to attack those guns. And so the first wave was massacred and the president preserved.
The force of survival is as unconsciously fierce as the charge toward fatal heroism is willful. In the land of perpetual revolution, one never knows toward what one moves.
As Quinn and Cooney came down the stairs into the lobby a woman in hysterics ran in from the street, a bellman moved to lock the doors, but another half dozen squeezed through after her; and then the doors were sealed against further sanctuary. People pounded the door in vain. Quinn saw two dozen people already sheltered in corridors off the lobby, away from windows and stray or not-so-stray bullets. Quinn and Cooney walked down the hallway past the refugees, and behind a half-open door found a man of managerial air venting anguish into the telephone. Quinn pushed Cooney toward the man and said, “An American tourist, name of Chet Looby from Baltimore, was just shot dead by street fire in five-oh-three, and this man is his friend and saw it happen.” The manager’s face registered panic as Quinn turned toward the corridor and said, “See you later, Mr. Cooney.” Cooney gave a don’t-go gesture, but Quinn was already gone.
When the police came to talk to Cooney they would advise him to say a random shot killed his friend; but Cooney would insist, “They pointed guns up at us, two soldiers did, and then they machine-gunned us. Wasn’t nothin’ random about it.” The American embassy and the Cuban government both vowed to investigate Cooney’s view of events. The day’s early death count would be forty-seven rebels, six soldiers, and maybe a half a dozen
Janwillem van de Wetering