mutters under his breath.
Someone throws me a thick, raspy towel. I wipe sweat from my forehead. âA mistake.â
âIs that what you call it?â I donât want to look up at him. His eyes get all dark and spooky when heâs mad.
I shrug and sling the towel around my shoulders. A few teammates listen in, hanging close by to hear. My throat aches. I can almost taste the tangy, sweet Gatorade, but I have to wait, even though the last thing I need is my dad giving me pointers.
He played ball at Alabama and therefore believes he is the all-knowing God of all sports. And he cares about winning. A lot. Coming out on top. Being number one.
Dad tells everyone weâre two of a kind, how we think the same way, like the same things. And itâs somewhat true; up until the point he starts barking orders. Itâs like he canât just watch. He has to out-think the coach, the other team. If I interrupt, the lecture gets longer. Iâve learned this much: stand there and act interested.
Tweet! Coach blows the whistle, red-faced, motions for a team meeting.
With a raised eyebrow, Ava catches my eye from the sidelines. I push up the corners of my mouth so she doesnât worry about what Dad is doing. She gives me a thumbs-up.
âGotta go, Dad.â
âFine, fine.â He grabs my shoulder, pulls me close. Itâs so Iâm the only one who can hear. âPay attention. Start using this.â Dad taps my forehead.
His touch thuds against my skull, and I recoil into myself.
âIâm notââ
He cuts in, puts his back to the coach, and lowers his voice. âDonât argue with me. Make excuses. Thatâs a cowardâs way out.â With that, my father turns and walks away.
Coward?
Stinging with disbelief, eyes lowered, I jog to the pack and take my place, wishing the whole time someone or something would swoop down onto the field and help me out.
It really happens on this show called The Fairly Odd Parents . Magical âgodparentsâ Cosmo and Wandaâlittle people with wings and halosâfollow this kid, Timmy, around, grant his wishes, and get him out of messes. How cool is that?
If some wish-granting relatives landed on the field right now, I know what Iâd do. First, Iâd ask to play soccer like David Beckham, just for one game. Score enough goals to make my dadâs mouth hang open, and get awarded MVP. Then once Iâd wowed my father, Iâd make him pay more attention to whatâs important. My grades, Samâs first steps, the dinner Ava slaved over to make just right. I promise I wonât even complain if she fixes broccoli.
Last, Iâd have Wanda and Cosmo whip me up a memory eraser; pocket-sized, so bad thoughts and dreams just fade away, kind of like the faces on my old, worn-out Justice League T-shirt.
Going, going, gone.
CHAPTER 9
MITCHELL
FRIDAY, MARCH 26
I walk back to the stands, shielding my eyes from the afternoon sun as the second half begins. Avaâs waiting, forehead furrowed, bouncing Sam on her knees.
âEverything okay?â she leans close and whispers. Her hair catches the sunlight as she gazes up at me. Her clear green eyes, flecked with gold, look like jewels. My wife is beautiful. Even more so when sheâs concerned.
I break into a smile. âOf course.â I clap my hands together and rub them for warmth. The breeze sneaks down the collar of my jacket, giving me a chill.
Ava turns back to the game, letting out a little squeal when Jack makes an attempt on goal. The ball grazes the keeperâs glove and rolls away from the net.
âNext time!â I shout, cupping my hand so that Jack can hear me. I grip my knee. He either wonât acknowledge my encouragement or canât hear me, though I choose to go with the latter.
A smart child listens. And learns much from his father, especially. From the simplest tasksâcrossing the street, telling timeâto the most