âI know ,â Umo grinned over his shoulder. He got up into the passenger seat. He worked for The Inventor sometimes, knew him in some way closer than Milt and I, who had known The Inventor years before Umo had appeared in our city. Some kids alone in the world just take over, looking ahead. And lose out? âIâll find that place on the map,â I called. The truck was pulling out. Sooner not later , I thought I heard.
God helps those who help themselves , my mother had said, which is true except about God helping. âWhere does it say that?â I said, picking up and twirling her blue Christian Lender ballpoint, but I knew it had made her angry. As if I didnât believe it. âItâs in the Bible, wise guy,â she said after me, âyou donât trifle with the Holy Spirit.â It was like a favorite word of hersâ spirit I will give her. âGodâs matching grant,â I said and was sure it wasnât in the Bible, it sounded closer to home, a web site, Iâd definitely seen it, Ben Franklin on some poster maybe. Umo forgetting me as the truck rolled forward, later I couldnât remember seeing anyone in the driverâs seat, a vacancy due to him himself. But who was Cheeky? It was no secret, I had concluded as the black exhaust from the truckâs tail pipe made me a promise.
I thought, Iâm going to enlist . Me?
âHey, youâre good with the water,â came the voice another day, âyou understand it.â âI do?â âSo do I. I grow up in desert.â There was Umo seen upside down standing on the tiles above me, I was near the end of a backstroke lap, chancy in a public pool somebody coming the other way. âWater,â Umo began, he lifted an arm over his head, I knew what he meant. âHey why not we start a backstroke heat with a back dive off the platform!â Umo looked down at me like something weird he just noticed. He pointedâI knew at what: âWhatdjoo do?â âAccident.â âYou still got a vein there.â He laughed that nasty, explosive laugh. I hadnât seen him and here he was. âYour sister come here?â No she didnât. I said he would fit in OK here, the race was to the swift.
âThe race ?â Umo said. He got it. âThe race is,â he said, âbutâ¦â He really paid attention even when he didnât, and he pretty much knew what I meant, because I at least know that the Bible or Benjamin Franklin, maybe both, say the race is not to the swift. I might be competing with Umo, for all I knew. He asked why Iâd stopped diving. I would tell him about the accident some time, I said. Iâd just had an idea or memory as you sometimes do swimming backstrokeâshadow, though, of someone elseâs memory, not mineâand here he was, here was Umo noticing the scar from when I had hit the board and could have been killedâand when he had said, âWater,â I had remembered, Water trusts the backstroker .
Here was Liz, too, my girlfriend body-wading across two active lanes, and when I stood up in mine and looked, Umo was gone, but not what heâd left. It was late August, senior year starting.
âWhereâd he go?â âHeâs over there,â Liz said (like, why ?); she kissed my shoulder, I felt her; â now heâs gone.â âNo heâs not.â A passing lap swimmer kicked a toe hard against the back of my hand and caught the nerve that runs clear up the arm and over the shoulder. âIndependent,â Liz said, sort of out of sight out of mind. âHe wantsâ¦,â I began.
Liz palmed my chest and kissed me there, as she often did to remind me, as if Iâd had surgery there. Which maybe I had, as my sister had said late that terrible night when I was sore as hell whatever she meant. My idea I almostâ(Liz was talking to me)âkept to myself. What would it mean to