quietly.
âDid you say there was rice?â I asked, trying to change the subject to something safer.
She nodded.
âGood, Iâm hungry. Letâs go inside and eat.â
I looked up at the sound of the cabin door opening and was surprised to see my father. Iâd been so lost in my studies that I hadnât seen or heard him come back on board. Despite the fact that I hadnât been in school for almost two months, the school work hadnât stopped. Most of the parents in my village had insisted that school work and studying had to continue even if there wasnât school.
My father squatted down at the small table we had used for our meal earlier. Without having to be asked, my mother immediately set before him a steaming bowl of rice.
I closed my books and glanced at my watch. Heâd been gone for less than two hours. Did that mean the meeting hadnât taken place, or that it was short and pleasant, or that they didnât really have any answers to give as to where we were going? But of course I couldnât just ask. It wouldnât be respectful to question my father. Iâd have to wait. âBe patient,â I heard in my mind, my grandmotherâs words and voice inside my head.
I studied my father, looking for some sort of telltale sign. He sat expressionless, sipping his tea. I wasnât surprised. I would have been shocked if his expression ever revealed anything. It never did betray his feelings or emotions. He always looked the same â calm, serious and determined. It wasnât that he couldnât laugh, or scowl or get angry. It just wasnât his way to show his feelings on the outside. Yet, while he could keep his feelings off his face, you could occasionally look into his eyes and see his emotions leaking out.
I looked hard. His eyes were closed! What did that mean?
I turned my gaze to my mother. She too was staring at my father. And off to her side stood my grandmother, also watching him, as was Midori. Only Yuri wasnât studying our father. She was lying on her bedding, snuggled down under the covers. I knew that one or both arms were tightly hugging those dolls. I couldnât help but smile at our shared secret.
âVancouver,â my father said quietly.
âWhat?â I asked, almost not sure if Iâd even heard him speak.
He opened his eyes but didnât look at me, instead staring straight ahead. âWe are going to Vancouver.â
âWhen? When are we going?â I questioned.
âTomorrow.â
âBut we wonât have time ⦠will we be able to even take all of our stuff?â I was thinking about the limited space on a train. âAnd what about our boat?â
My father raised a hand to silence me. âIt will not be taken out of the water. We are traveling to Vancouver on board our boat.â
âBut thatâs over eight hundred miles!â I exclaimed.
âAnd there are some stretches where weâd have to leave the coast and travel across open waters. And what about the weather and the ocean? It could get rough, really rough. I donât think itâs very ââ
I stopped in mid-sentence as my father spun his head toward me and caught me in his gaze. This time I had no trouble reading his emotions and his wishes; he wanted me to close my mouth. I looked down at the floor.
âAll the fishing boats will travel together,â my father began. âWe will be escorted by a naval ship ⦠it will be towing the boats.â
âTowing. I guess thatâll be good,â I acknowledged.
He nodded again. His expression remained calm and reassuring.
âA few men are going to send their families ⦠wives and small children ⦠down by train,â he said. âThey will meet in Vancouver.â
âI donât want to go by train!â Midori exclaimed.
âI want to stay with everybody else!â
âMidori,â my mother hissed under her