makes her feel a little less helpless. Now Iâm both annoyed and grateful. I canât get a bead on my feelings about this kid, and I donât have time to worry about itâweâve got bigger problems.
âHey,â I say between shots, âpeople will hear that for miles. Pretty sure itâs not deer season.â Most major hunting seasons are in the fall and winter, and itâs freaking May. This property is in the middle of nowhere, but gunshots carry.
Leo shrugs. âIn Kentucky, you can hunt wild pigs, groundhogs, and several species of bird year-round.â He holds up his phone. âI looked it up before we fired a shot.â
Christina hands Leo the weapon. âItâs okay,â she says quietly, then looks at me. âCan we go soon?â
âAlmost ready.â I can tell by the tension in her posture that every minute of waiting is agony. I jog back down the ramp. This space is neat, three vehicles parked at the base of the ramp, boxes of tools, stacks of building supplies, almost enough to build another shack. Iâve already chosen our vehicle, so I make my way to a worktable in the corner and go through the drawers. My heart skips when I see my fatherâs face peering up at me from a Kentucky driverâs license for someone named Ray Spruance. I pick it up, staring at his steely gray eyes while my own burn.
Heâd planned to be here with us.
I force myself to set the license aside and flip through the other fake IDs in the top drawer. There are a few more for him, several for my mom under the name of Margaret Dean . . . and several for me, all under the name of Edward SpruanceâAdmiral Spruanceâs only son. I put our pictures side by side. Me and my dad. We have the same eyes and same dark brown hair, except his was always combed and mine is always a mess. Our cheekbones are high, our chins rounded, but maybe weâre saved from looking soft by our square jaw. The similarities make my throat tighten. He should have been here with me, helping me figure this out. If it hadnât been for the Core, he would be. Well, thatâs not quite true. Iâm the one who brought the scanner to school. Iâm the one who started this whole thingâand now Christina could lose her parents because of it.
I shove my fake driverâs license into my pocket, grab a wallet full of cash I find in one of the drawers, and snag the keys for our ride. âLetâs go, guys!â I shout up the ramp.
Less than ten minutes later, weâre pulling out of the garage bunker in a nondescript forest-green sedan that has some major horsepower under the hood. Christinaâs in the passenger seat, and now that sheâs not all purposeful movement, the horror of whatâs happened seems to have caught up with her again. Her eyes are closed, and sheâs leaning against the window. âDoes your head hurt?â I ask her, and she barely nods. It was a stupid question anyway. Of course it hurts. I put my hand on her thigh and am relieved when she doesnât brush me off. âIâm so sorry. About everything.â
She squeezes my fingers. Her skin is cold. âI canât talk about it now. Can we just . . . let it be?â
I guess funny stories about cabbage dye worked better for her. I swallow hard and nod. Iâd talk about stupid stuff if I could, but I donât have it in me right now. This is a no-win situation if Iâve ever seen one. If I donât give myself up, I have no doubt the Core will take it out on Christinaâs parentsâand her little sister. God, I want to kill every member of the Core with my bare hands. If I do give myself up, I have no idea what theyâll do to me. And I hate to admit it, but it scares me. They want to get into my dadâs lab, and theyâre willing to do awful things to get what they want. Can I withstand torture? Iâll try, but Iâve studied enough to