âAnd then a hand came out the sky. A giant hand. And it snatched him up and whisked him off into the clouds.â
Mama hugs Tanya up so tight, Tanya says, âUmph.â
âThatâs the hand of God,â Mama says. âHe took Buddy to dog heaven.â
Tanyaâs tears are starting up again. âBut the hand was scary,â she says. âAnd now Buddyâs gone.â
âIt was a dream,â Daddy says. âBuddyâs sleeping in the shed.â Daddy looks out the window. âHeâs in a dry place for a change. Heâs a happy dog tonight.â
âHeâs dead,â Tanya says. âHeâs gone, gone, gone.â Sheâs looking down at her hands now and the tears are just rolling down her face.
âThatâs foolishness,â Granpa T says. âYou need to be quiet now so your daddy can sleep. Heâs got to work in the morning. T Junior, go change that babyâs diaper and put him back in the bed. Everybody, go back to sleep.â
Mama kisses up Tanya real good and pulls the covers up to her chin. She walks out the door and flips off the light. Me and Tanya are laying there in the dark listening to the rain and watching the lightning on the wall.
Iâm thinking about Buddy laying in the dark outside. That shedâs dry, but itâs got a tin roof and when it rains, itâs so noisy you canât hardly hear the thunder.
âHe didnât never stand up?â I say real quiet.
âNo,â Tanya says. âAnd then a big hand came.â
âDo you think Buddy could die from laying down?â
âHe already did. And he grew angel wings.â
âHe ainât dead.â
âI saw it. I didnât tell that part. He laid down on his side and he closed his eyes and he was still all over. And then his whole body started to twinkling like a holy spirit was in it and then,
boom
, he was on his feet and he had angel wings.â
âYou dreamed it.â
âI saw it. Heâs dead.â
I sit up in my bed. âYouâre just a baby. You canât tell the difference between for true and dreaming. You
dreamed
heâs dead!â
âI saw it! With my own eyes!â
Daddy busts open the door. âYâall be quiet. Weâre trying to go to sleep now.â
âShe saysââ
âBe quiet. I mean it.â Daddy slams the door. The dark fills up the room. I hear Tanya breathing all jaggedy next to me. In my mind I see Buddy laying on that green army blanket. Heâs got it all pushed into bumps and hills. Heâs got his nose resting on his front feet. His sides are going in and out with breathing. And then in my mind, his sides stop going. Everything freezes up. There ainât no twinkling. He turns to stone. And then heâs gone.
In the morning itâs still raining so hard Daddy canât go to work. The TV says schools are closed. Theyâve got flooding up on Claiborne Avenue and the street out in front of the house is a river. I dress and find an umbrella while Mama is still looking in the refrigerator for Baby Terrellâs bottle. Daddy says to go see if we got a paper, but I ainât listening. Iâm out the back door and splashing through the puddle at the foot of the steps. Iâm standing at the shed where that sign says buddyâs house like itâs so proud or something, and then Iâm opening the door.
Iâm opening the door andâ
And thereâs Buddy, standing up on three legs. Heâs standing there all by himself with his white foot in his water bowl and that old blanket all gathered up under his feet and his tail just a-going. That caterpillar eyebrow is cocked to one side, and heâs grinning straight at me.
âRrrruuff!â Buddy says.
I scream and Tanya comes running outside holding her doll by the hair and splashing through the rain.
âHeâs dead?â sheâs yelling. âI saw it! Heâs