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and people shouting out orders.
    “I had to get off the road. Taking my break, which means I’ve got fifteen minutes.”
    “Tell me about the Cubs,” I said.
    “It was a long time ago. Old dead news.”
    “Tell me anyway.”
    “It was the fall before Annie died.” He sounded tired, as if dredging up the story took more energy than he had, but he plowed ahead. “I was already driving for Bagby, but I played in a league, the real deal, not sixteen-inch, and we got this call, our team did, saying the Cubs were having an open tryout day and some of our guys had been picked to play a couple of innings. Their scouts would be there, and so on.”
    “Pretty exciting. Who set it up?”
    “I don’t know. Someone at Saint Eloy’s, I think was what the guys said, someone who knew someone in the Cubs organization. You know how that goes.”
    I knew how that went. You always need someone who knows someone. Even Boom-Boom might not be in the Hockey Hall of Fame if the Tenth Ward committeeman hadn’t known someone who dated a woman who knew a man in the Blackhawks organization.
    “What was it like?”
    “Sitting in the dugout at Wrigley Field? Running across that grass? When I get to heaven, it better be exactly like that.”
    I couldn’t help laughing. “I hope it is, Frank, but what I really wondered was what the tryout was like.”
    “I’m driving a truck, aren’t I?” he said roughly. “Not admiring my statue in Cooperstown.”
    “What happened?”
    The sigh came across the phone like the hiss of air leaving a balloon. “You lose those muscles. I mean, I was strong, I was driving a truck, all that stuff. But my baseball muscles, my eye, my timing, all those were gone.
    “Boom-Boom, he coached me. Not the baseball, he couldn’t play baseball for shit, but he was a professional athlete, he knew what it took to get in shape. Bagby gave me a leave. Not Vince, who’s in charge now, but his old man. Hell, they were rooting for us, five of us going for the tryout worked there, and Boom-Boom and me, we worked out together every morning. If he was in town—the hockey preseason had started, but I worked out on my own, two hours every morning. I followed his training diet, everything.”
    I hadn’t known about this. Guy things that Boom-Boom didn’t think were worth sharing.
    “So I was in great shape. I could run a hundred yards in fifteen seconds.”
    “Impressive,” I agreed.
    “I should have tried out with the Bears,” he said bitterly. “They could have used a guy with fast legs and a truck driver’s muscles.”
    I waited: this was a painful memory. Any words from me might shut him up completely. When he spoke again, it was quickly, in a mumble that I could barely understand.
    “I couldn’t hit major league pitching.”
    I still didn’t speak. Who can hit major league pitching? Even the best pros only do it once every three tries, but that wouldn’t be a consolation to the guy driving a truck instead of playing in the show.
    “Ma—Ma blamed Boom-Boom. I shouldn’t have said anything to her, but, you know, I had to talk to her about something, so I told her when we heard we were going to get the chance to try out. She was excited, never seen her like that, she kept saying she’d been waiting for this, waiting for me to get my big chance, prove to the world that Guzzos counted as much as—as Warshawskis. And then, of course, I had to tell her how it came out.”
    I looked at the dialogue boxes I’d created of Stella’s invective. “She said Boom-Boom made you fail.”
    “That’s not fair, she shouldn’t say that kind of thing, but at the time I was hurt, you know, the way you are when things don’t pan out.”
    I sat up straight. “What did you tell her about Boom-Boom?”
    “Oh, Tori, you know what it was like when Boom-Boom showed up anywhere, at least anywhere that people cared about sports. He sat in the dugout, he was cheering me on. Only everyone in the place went nuts when they