understand.
âYou okay?â he asked, afraid to speak any louder.
Misty gave him a weak nod and shuffled past his door. There was a familiar wobble to her gait as she ducked into her room. Her unbalanced stagger guaranteed fresh wounds on top of crosshatched scars. Michael peeked into the hall, shot a glance in each direction, and scrambled to his feet. He closed the door behind him as quietly as he could before tiptoeing into his sisterâs room.
Although she looked up at him from her perch on the bed, Misty Dawn didnât say anything for a long while. She just stared at him, roughly wiping at her flushed cheeks with the palms of her hands. Michael pressed his back to the wall and slid down its length to the floor. When it came to Rebel, Misty had a knack for speaking out of turn; but when it was time to speak to Michael, she considered her words carefully. It was as though she had a limited supply, but Michael didnât mind. He liked to think that her hesitation was proof that she cared. The things Misty said to Reb were mostly barbs, while everything she directed toward Michael was laced with emotion. It was meaningful.
âWadeâs gettinâ tired,â she said after a drawn-out silence. âI donât know how much more of Ray heâs gonna take. Rayâs pushinâ on purpose.â She didnât call Rebel by his chosen nickname as an act of defiance, a small protest against her big Âbrotherâs cruelty. But no matter how paltry the uprising, Misty was more of a renegade than Michael would ever be.
Michael wasnât sure how to reply. It seemed to him that Rebel had been pushing Wade for as long as Michael had known him. There was an unspoken resentment between Reb and Wade, as though Wade had done something black and unforgivable. Michael had made the mistake of asking why Reb hated his father only once, questioning why he called Wade by his first name rather than âDad.â His inquiry was answered with a black eye and a kick to the ribs. Michael hadnât taken the attack personally. Some hurts were just too painful to talk about.
Misty coiled her arms around her knees, hugging them to her chest. âWhy do you do it?â she asked. He looked up at her, shook his head to say he didnât understand the question. âRay,â she said. âWhy do you do what he says?â
Michael frowned. It was something he didnât like to talk about out loud. It made him anxious. Afraid.
âRebâs smart,â he murmured after a beat. âSmarter than Wade thinks, at least. He knows you canât hit up a place twice unless youâre wearinâ a mask, and he knows how fast to drive if the cops are on your tail. Reb knows a lot.â He lifted his shoulders as if to tell her it was the best response he could offer.
âExcept his name ainât Reb,â Misty reminded him. âAnd he ainât as smart as he thinks. Whatâre you gonna do if, tomorrow, Wade tells you to do one thing and Ray tells you to do somethinâ else? Who you gonna listen to?â
Michael was compelled to listen to Rebel. He was like one of those dogs trained to drool at the sound of a bell. But he also knew that Wade was what the TV called âthe man of the houseâ; he was supposed to be in charge. The TV didnât much talk about âthe woman of the house,â which Michael thought was kind of funny. If anyone had power at the Morrowsâ place, it wasnât Reb or Wadeâit was Momma.
âI donât know,â Michael finally said. âI guess Reb?â
Misty was shaking her head, and he tensed at her response.
âWade?â he asked, backpedaling. âHell, I donât know, Miss. I just do what Iâm told, you know? I do whatever I think will protect you more.â
Misty smiled softly at that. âMy knight in shininâ armor,â she said. âAll you need is a fast white