real
life. He had light brown hair, cut short, and eyes that looked green-
ish, but that might have just been because he was wearing a pale
green T-shirt. He had dark eyelashes and eyebrows and even
though it was the beginning of the summer, he was already tan.
It was hard to tell because I was sitting, but it looked like he was
a few inches taller than me, which meant he was pretty tall.
“Is this seat taken?” he asked, and I noticed that his voice was
nice, deep but not scary Batman- deep.
“Nope,” I said, hoping he hadn’t noticed me staring. “Just let
me make some room for you.” I stood up and shifted my bag over
on the luggage rack.
“Don’t worry about it,” he said, standing behind me and push-
ing his bag into place. “I’m—”
Just then, the train stopped suddenly. I was thrown off bal-
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ance, and had managed to steady myself when the train sped up
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again. I fell back— and landed right on the lap of the guy.
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“Oh my god.” I felt my face get hot as I tried to understand
what was happening. Somehow, I was sprawled across this guy’s
lap . “I’m so sorry, I didn’t—”
“No, it’s fi ne,” he said, though I could see he was turning red
too. I tried to push myself off him, but just as I did, he half- stood,
and my hand landed on his thigh. His upper thigh.
“ Oh my god.” I half- stumbled, half- fell back on the middle seat
and then scooted myself over to the window. I wanted to make it
clear that I wasn’t some kind of weird train harasser who used
sudden stops to touch the legs of random cute guys. “I’m so sorry
about that. I’m so so sorry.”
“It’s fi ne,” he said, but I could see that he was still blushing.
“Are you all right?”
“Yes,” I said. “I just . . . fell harder than I was expecting to.”
He gave me a don’t-worry- about- it smile, and I realized that
there was something about him that seemed familiar. I couldn’t
quite place him, but fi gured that maybe he was one of my friends’
Friendverse friends, someone I’d seen tagged enough in their posts
that I recognized him, even though we’d never actually met. I picked
up my latte— it had been resting on the tiny ledge by the window,
and had not, miraculously, spilled— and took a deep restorative
sip.
“Great name,” the guy said, nodding at my cup, and I realized
he was reading the Sophie that was written there.
“Thanks,” I said. “But it’s not—”
“Tickets!” the conductor yelled as he made his way down the
aisle. The guy then had to explain he’d already given his ticket,
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that he had been sitting across the aisle, then moved, which the
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conductor seemed to think was some massive train transgres-
sion, but he fi nally left without making the guy pay again.
“Sorry about that,” the guy said when the conductor had de-
parted. “I’m Josh, by the way.”
“Hi,” I said. “It’s nice to meet you.” I ran my hand across my
new bangs and was suddenly grateful to Sophie for dragging me
to the salon. Not that I was interested in this guy, but it was just
nice to know that my hair currently looked better than it ever
normally did.
“You heading to the Hamptons?” he asked.
“I am,” I said. I was about to tell Josh we would be in East
Hampton when I realized that Bruce might have moved in the
last fi ve years. He’d certainly gone through at least three wives.
“But I’m not exactly sure where.”
Josh smiled. “Same here,” he said. “My sister is already up there,
but the house is new— I have no idea what neighborhood it’s in.”
He stowed his iPod in the side mesh pocket of his backpack, like
he wanted to keep talking, despite the fact I had already proven
myself to be very