belonged to Ben. She felt a twinge of excitement upon hearing it.
âI think James must be at a meeting with Otto. I get cold without him in the bed.â
Ben nodded. âIâm the same way.â
She didnât ask why Eugenia wouldnât be in his bed, but she wondered nonetheless.
âNice night,â he said after a few moments.
âIt is.â
âYou reckon James will be back soon?â
She blushed. âItâs hard to say.â
âOtto donât ask me to those meetings, but I figure theyâre pretty serious and all.â
She nodded and then remembered the darkness and said, âYes. James never speaks of them.â
âShame about that man, G.L.â
âYes. I thought that was cruel.â
âHe wasnât right,â Ben said, âbut that donât mean he was wrong necessarily. You follow me?â
She did. âI think he was harmless.â
âHow do you reckon he knew about that shelter?â
âWell, he said heâd lived here before.â
Ben was quiet. âSee, thatâs the thing I keep trying to figure. When we found this place, it didnât look like anybody had ever been here before. But that shelter. . . . Did you get a look at it? There was concrete and iron. Now, who would have brought that way out here?â
âI donât know.â
âMe neither. But I been thinking on it real hard.â
âMaybe,â she said, after a long silence had passed, âit belonged to some other race, some ancient people that lived here a very long time ago.â
He laughed. âSounds like foolishness to me. You better not let Otto hear you talking like that. Or your husband.â He whistled. âThey wouldnât like it one bit.â
âWhat are they going to do? Punch me?â
Ben laughed. âYou know why I like you, Trudy?â
âWhy?â
âYou got more balls than any man in Broken Branch.â
She grinned, thankful now for the darkness, so he couldnât see how much this pleased her.
âIâll bid you good night now,â she said.
âAw, I didnât mean to insult you, Trudy . . . I justââ
âGood night,â she said and went inside, still smiling.
15
James shook her awake gently. She rolled over, pretending to be asleep. He wouldnât be wanting her body, so why else would he wake her? She found that she didnât really want to know.
He shook her again. âThat boy run off,â he said.
She sat up. âBoy?â
âYeah, Simpson. Heâs gone. Otto found his bed empty. He left a note. Said he was leaving because he thought another storm was coming and didnât want to die with the rest of us.â
âThat doesnât sound like Simpson,â she said and instantly regretted it.
âWhat do you know what Simpson sounds like?â he said quickly. âHe was a sinner. Probably better for us all with him gone. Sometimes the real strength comes when you get rid of the chaff,â he said, but Trudy was barely listening. Instead, she was thinking a single thought over and over again:
Good for Simpson.
16
Trudy had expected a gathering the next morning, but there was none. Her only glimpse of Otto was brief, and the man seemed focused solely on getting the others out to the meadow to continue work on the church.
She waited for someone to speak of Simpson, but no one said a word.
At lunch, James ate in silence, and Trudy was fine with that.
That evening, another storm blew through the woods. It was violent but brief. James stood from the dinner table and said he and Otto would be heading over to make sure the church was okay.
Trudy said nothing, but she was secretly thankful to see him go.
âMomma?â
She turned and saw Rodney standing in his nightshirt.
âYes, baby?â
âWhy doesnât Daddy love me?â
Jesus,
Trudy thought.
Where is this coming from?
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