âAnyway, I got you lots of things from the road. You wouldnât believe how cheap things are overseas.â
Patience dropped her chin. She was embarrassed and ashamed and felt like a huge liar and backstabber. Silky didnât know Patience wasnât allowed to hang with her anymore, and Patience didnât have the heart to tell her. It was all her fatherâs doing, and that was one of the reasons she couldnât stand him.
âDid you? Thank you, Silky. Iâm so excited for you and your mom! I heard her on the radio this morning,â Patience whispered loudly. âGirl, I almost passed out. I was sooo happy, she sounds sooo good.â
Silky tossed her hair over her shoulder and pursed her heavily glossed lipsâtwo things she didnât have before her mom became a star. Made up or not, she was beautiful inside and out, and thatâs what Patience loved about her. Weave or no weave. Makeup or none, Silky was genuine.
âSo you wanna see our house? Itâs way better than the apartment. Youâve got to come, Patience. Got to.â She jumped up and down in place. âWe canât be friends thirteen out of fourteen years and you flake on meânot you of all people. Weâre like sisters.... Mom got you your own bed and everything.â Silky rotated her neck, flashed her teeth, and stuck out her tongue. âSo what you say? Huh? Please! Please! Itâs not too far from you, maybe thirty minutes away. I got a surprise for you.â
Patience looked around the hallway. Her parents and grandparents were inside the sanctuary. Hope and Faith were nowhere to be seen, probably had left long ago. She shrugged. Why not? If no one in her family saw her with Silky could they ever say she was really with her? No.
âOf course Iâm coming!â
âThatâs my girl!â Silky took a cell phone from her purse and began texting.
âIs that a BlackBerry?â Patience asked.
Silky twisted her face and started laughing. She continued texting. Her fingers moving faster and faster. âGirl, yeah. You donât have one?â
Patience shook her head.
Silky looked up. âIâm surprised. Everybody has one.â
Patience winced. Silkyâs words stung. She was sure her friend hadnât meant to rub it in her face, but, still, it hurt because her not having a BlackBerry like everybody else made her feel like she wasnât downâlike she was an outcast who couldnât fit in. She was always treated like an outsider who the inner circle wouldnât allow inside, all because she was Bishop Blackmanâs daughter. It was hard being a famous preacherâs child, especially when a lot of your schoolmates attended your church, and many were scared that their wrongdoings would get back to their parents. So by defaultâher dadâsheâd been misjudged a possible snitch.
Silky stuck her arm through Patienceâs and walked her out the door. âCome on!â
Patience dug her feet in the carpet. âShouldnât we wait for your mom?â
âGirl, puh-leez. No. Weâll see her soon. You just worry about your surprise,â Silky answered, still walking and pulling.
Patience took one last look around and saw that all was clear. She grabbed Silkyâs wrist. âFollow me then. This is the best way out over here. No cameras.â
By the time they made it to the parking lot, Patience doubled over to catch her breath. Panting, she stood up straight and speed walked toward a parked van. She couldnât just stand on the sidewalk and wait for Silkyâs mom to exit the church. She couldnât take a chance on getting caught.
âWhy we hiding back here?â Silky asked, careful not to lean on the dirty van.
Patience just looked at her. âYou havenât been on tour that long. Two, three months tops. You know Bishop doesnât play. Service isnât over yet.â
âRight. Right.