marriage?â
She tilted her chin up and shook her head, her eyes wide with what looked like fright. And well they might. She was pinned beneath a man almost twice her size, lying in the depths of a feather tick in his bedroom, the sun going down outside the windows, and no notion of what he intended. Yet she did not flinch from him, her body forming to his, softening against him, even as tears blinded her vision.
âHell and damnation,â he blurted, rolling from the bed, watching as her head fell to the pillow as he rose to his feet. âI canât find it in me to force myself on a woman, no matter how horny I am. Even if that woman is my legal wife.â
Jennifer sat up in the bed, which he knew was no easy task,given the soft contours of the feather tick beneath her. âDo you mean that?â she asked, wiping at the moisture on her cheeks.
âI told you before, I donât say anything I donât mean,â he pointed out, his barely concealed anger emphasizing each word.
âWell, in that case, Iâll just go down to the kitchen and make you something to eat,â she said, relief apparent in her voice as she pulled a handkerchief from her pocket and blew her nose. âJust tell me where you keep the food and you can go about your chores while I put something together for supper.â
He nodded as she clambered out of bed. âLeave the jacket off,â he said. âYouâre home now. You donât need to be formal here. In fact, thereâs an apron of my motherâs you can put on over your clothes if you want to.â
âYour motherâs apron?â Her eyes were shiny with fresh tears as she faced him and he felt more than a twinge of guilt that heâd put so much pressure on her. She was young and inexperienced at any number of things, it seemed. Yet, her youthful body pled silently for his touch, for heâd felt her breasts firm up beneath his hands, had noted the way sheâd curled against him on the bed.
âIt was packed away in her things,â he replied. âIâll get it for you and locate something for you to cook.â
âIâm not very good at such things,â she warned him. âThings like cooking and such, I mean. My mother had a lady who kept our house and made all the meals.â
âYour mother didnât teach you to cook?â he asked, stunned by her revelation.
âI never needed to.â Her eyes were frantic now, seeking the bedroom door, as if she might flee down the stairs and onto the back porch, given half a chance.
âWell, youâre about to learn the hard way, maâam.â
He turned her around and escorted her from the room, then down the stairs to where he kept his food in a large pantry just off the kitchen. A curtain hung over the doorway, a limp bit of a rag. When he pushed it aside to allow them entry, it fell from the nails that held it in place, falling in a dusty heap on the floor.
âIn here,â he said, waving at the shelves, where cans and crocks held his supplies.
Jennifer lent a dubious look to the collection, then stepped inside the small room and peered beneath the plate that covered a crock of pickles. âI donât think youâll want these for supper,â she murmured.
A can of beef caught her eye and she snatched it up, then peeked carefully into a wide crockery bowl that held his supply of eggs. âHow about fried eggs and sliced beef?â she asked.
âAnything you fix will be just fine,â he told her, hoping to encourage her efforts.
She caught sight of the calico apron then, hanging from a hook on the wall and lifted it from its resting place, placing the loop over her neck, allowing the apron to hang from her bosom to cover most of her dress.
Luc turned her around, tied the strings in a credible bow and backed from the pantry. Heâd given her enough of a shock for one day, he decided. Hanging around while she found