pillows, fluffed and waiting for a weary head to be cushioned by their fullness, and then looked back at the man who expected her to comply with his wishes.
âIâd prefer a chair,â she said, her challenge obvious, even to a man as thick-headed as Lucas OâReilly appeared to be.
âHow about my lap?â he asked, and then turned to perch on the mattress, pulling her across his lap. It was a soft bed, a fluffy feather tick it seemed, and she felt Lucas sinking into its depths.
âPlease, Lucas,â she managed to whisper and then her throat went dry and she lost her ability to speak.
âYou still think Iâm going to hurt you?â he asked, and it seemed he was sincere in his concern. âI have no intention of causing you harm, honey. I was joking before when I told you Iâd brought harm to another woman. Never have. Never will.â He grinned at her, holding her upright on his muscled thighs.They felt like two solid logs beneath her, with no give to cushion her bottom.
âIâm not afraid of you,â she said, denying the panic that threatened to choke her.
âYes, you are,â he said, apparently more aware of her state of mind than sheâd given him credit for. âBut thereâs no need, Jennifer.â
With a few easy moves, her placed her on her back, then lay beside her, his arms holding her, his legs trapping hers. âComfortable now?â he asked, rising on one elbow, his free hand caressing her cheek.
He was going to kiss her again. As surely as she knew the sun would rise in the morning, she knew that look in his eyes. She turned her head away as he bent to her.
CHAPTER THREE
âS EE NOW , this isnât so bad, is it?â His drawl was more apparent when he lowered his voice.
âI donât want to be in your bed,â she whispered. âAnd I lied. You frighten me, holding me down, making me a prisoner.â
âThen just relax, honey, and cuddle up with me for a minute or two.â He adjusted his position, sliding one arm beneath her head and lying down. She was pulled up tightly against him, her feet barely touching his shin bones, her head cushioned by his shoulder.
âIâve never done this before,â she protested. âIâm not accustomed toââ
âI surely hope youâre new at this sort of thing, sweetheart. In fact, Iâm counting on it. That way I can teach you how to be a wife, and you wonât have any notions stuck in your head about being modest and ladylike.â
âThereâs nothing wrong with being modest. And I am a lady.â
âI donât doubt that for a minute, honey. And just to let you know, ladies are some of my favorite people.â
Her mind swung back to the watching women whoâd peopled the balcony above Peteâs Saloon in town. âIâll just bet they are,â she said, her vivid imagination able to envisionhim climbing a set of stairs to a room, wherein waited several of those lush beauties.
He frowned and changed his tack. âA little modesty goes a long way when it comes to two people in a bed,â he told her. âEspecially when those two people are married.â
âI wouldnât know. Iâve never been married before.â
âWell, you are now. And youâre about to become a wife.â
Heâd waited long enough, given her enough time to get used to his touch, and his trousers were about to burst open on their own, given the pulsing erection he knew had to be pushing at her even now. Curved against him, surely she knew his problem. Certainly she had some glimmer as to what went on in bed between male and female.
And then a thought struck him. What if she didnât know? What if heâd married not only a virgin bride, but an ignorant virgin bride?
âJennifer?â He spoke her name softly, trying his best to reassure her. âDidnât your mother tell you anything about