Candy asks. âYou know, the regular movers ⦠Furniture, flat-screensâ¦â
âI donât know. The whole day is confusing,â I say.
âTheyâre jerks, those movers,â Tom says. One never knows whose side heâs on.
âYouâre doing well, Mom,â Matilde says. She turns to Tom. âElliot is very far away from water for her.â
Tom rolls his eyes. Then Jack runs through the empty front hallway in his sneakers and makes an echo.
âTom?â I say. âCould you please go after Jack?â
Tom runs into the house and disappears, shouting, âJack? Jack, come back.â
Candy picks up her bow and starts playing âFishermanâs Bluesâ and sings.
âCandy! Please!â I say.
She stops. âMatilde? Are you ready? Youâre next. Kind of like the haunted house at the rides down the Shore. Câmon.â
Matilde shakes her head and remains outside the door.
âAll right then, Iâll leave this open slightly.â Candy clicks the dead bolt and the heavy glossy wood door is left ajar as she walks into the unknown.
Matilde sits down next to Claire on the brick steps.
The rain starts again, a late summer rain, more stickiness. Sometimes I believe that Matilde would like to scream, Shut up, but that has never happened. Claire begins to cry, holding a small sketchbook that Iâve made for her. She opens it up to the last page.
âWho is that man? Who is that lady?â She begins to wind her âblankieâ around her right thumb.
âClaire,â Matilde says patiently. âYou and your stinky blankie. Maybe in Elliot you can start fresh, put away your blankie on a shelf.â¦â
âWonât.â Claire sucks harder on her blankie and looks at more sketches. She finds one with the ocean at sunset. Then she flips the page back to a portrait in charcoal, a portrait of a couple.
âWho is this, Matilde?â she asks.
âLetâs see, Claire. Hold it up so I can see.â Claire pushes the sketchbook to Matilde.
âClaire, thatâs Mommy and Daddy in front of the new house. Our house. Mommy drew it for you and Jack last night, remember?â
Claire traces her right forefinger along the lines of the rendering, over and over in a circle. Then she falls asleep on the doorstep.
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The first day at the house that we rented without understanding anything about living outside the city, I pay attention to the art movers, who are carrying whatâs left of my precious work of art into the basement. The other movers are being bossed around by Candy or left on their own. I care little about the rest of the belongingsâclothes, coats, books, coffee cups.
âPlease be careful, Derrick, please make sure nothing more happens. Please beware the boxes. The parts of the frame that you wrappedâcan those please be brought to the living room?â I almost beg.
Candy and Matilde are in charge of the twins, who are sitting on the floor eating Twinkiesâmy concession for the afternoon.
âMatilde, please begin with the book boxes in the family room,â I say.
Matilde begins unpacking, almost an automaton.
âCandy? The plasma televisions? Can we get them up and running?â I ask.
Candy keeps playing any song that comes into her head, including â#41â by Dave Matthews. The youngest, cutest mover holds up the plasma on the wall to the right.
âI dig the music,â he says.
âCandy?â I say with my eye on Derrick and another box of shards from Trespassing: Driftwood .
Candy shakes her head, her eyes on the youngest, cutest mover. âNot there.â
âHere?â he asks. His muscles ripple.
âNo, not there,â Candy says.
âHow about âTwo Steppinâ Mindâ?â he asks, still holding the television in his arms.
âOver there. The couch will be on this side.â Candy points. She