is, and he told me that he knew some âbitchinglife lessonsâ he wanted to give me about âhow the world works.â Then his phone rang and he stopped talking and walked a little bit away and took the call.
I kept cutting while watching from behind the way his shoulders hunched up as he held the phone between his chin and his neck. I stared at his neck while feeling the big, swinging, easy power of the blade of the scythe in my hands. It sliced easily through the thick grass. It clipped the living green stalks and killed them. I began swinging harder, back and forth, enjoying the feeling.
âLittle lamb,â I thought I heard Mike say into the phone, âI like when you go baaa.â
He turned back around towards me and gave me a wink as he slipped the phone into his pocket. He was smiling and shaking his head.
âThings just ainât always how they seem in life,â Mike said.
âNo?â I said, and lowered my eyes and kept the blade swinging.
âTake you,â he said. âNow, I know you got some kind of allergy against me, like Iâm born to be bad to you, but I ainât. Actually, guy, Iâm looking out for you.â
I looked up in time to see him showing the lifted-lip smile.
âWord,â he said.
âWhat?â
âIâve got a project that I need your help on.â
âReally?â
âHell yeah. Thatâs what the call was all about.â
Together we started cutting the grass again. The sounds of the two scythes at the same time are different than one. They make the noise of a large animal eating.
âWhat it is, Iâve gotta see someone right now in Peace Cottage named Greta,â he said. âIâm helping her with her GED which you probably donât know what it is, but no worries. Sheâsa little embarrassed about the, uh, tutoring so she doesnât want anyone to know. I can get behind that. What I was thinking was that you might just keep on working here for about forty-five minutes without me and then Iâll be back.â
âBack?â I said.
âRight where we started, which is clearing the grass. And by the way, youâre doing a slam-bang job, my man, but while Iâm gone you just switch to raking, okay? The other thing is to remember that what Iâm doing is a secret.â He stopped swinging his scythe and put his raised finger to his lips. âPoor girl would just be mortified if people knew.â
âWhy?â I said.
The finger went away from his mouth and the mouth frowned. âYou see, thatâs what Iâm talking about. You just mistrust everybody. What was it Annie was saying? Oh yeah, that you have to be less, uh, âdefendedâ I think it was. Well, hereâs your chance. You donât need to know why. Iâm asking you to do me a solid for the sake of the community and one person in particular who needs a helping hand, and thatâs all you need to know. Stepping-stones, remember?â
âStepping-stonesâ was something that people at Payton always talked about as part of the larger goal of âcrossing the river of life without getting wet.â Mike flicked his moustache with his fingers and made the smile.
âOkay,â I said, lowering my eyes to look down at his boots that were covered with bits of grass.
âYou just took a very positive step,â he said, âand Iâll be letting Annie know.â
Mike stored his scythe behind a low stone wall and left for Peace Cottage walking fast. Peace Cottage had four girls in it who were the highest-functioning of all the houses at Payton. They worked in real jobs in the real world. They cooked at McDonaldâs, or did things under close supervision like restocking parts in a warehouse or they cleaned. A lot of them were cleaners. One of them might even have had a license to drive a car.
I raked the clippings into piles and as I did I thought of the girl at Peace