wheel, wrapped in rawhide, with the feather attached and a blade of sweetgrass woven into the center. Cortez had said that his father wanted her to have it, and to keep it close. She wasnât superstitious, but it was something of his familyâ¦and precious. She was never far away from it.
Next to it was another letter, very thin, with her name and address scrawled in the same hand that had addressed the letter with the prayer wheel. She touched it as if it were a poisonous snake, even after three years.Gritting her teeth, she made herself take out the small newspaper clipping it containedânothing else had been in the envelopeâand look at it. It reminded her not to get sentimental about Cortez.
She read nothing except the small headlineâJeremiah Cortez Weds Mary Baker. There was no photo of the happy couple, just their names and the date of the wedding. Phoebe never forgot that. It was three weeks to the day from her graduation from college.
She tucked the clipping back into the envelope, pushing back the anguish of the day sheâd received it. She kept it beside the prayer wheel always, to remind her not to get too nostalgic about her brief romance. It kept her single. She never wanted to take a chance like that again. Sheâd thrown her heart away, for nothing. She would never understand why Cortez had given her hope of a shared future and then sent her nothing more than a cold clipping about his marriage. No note, no apology, no explanation. Nothing.
She would have written to him, if for no other reason than to ask why he hadnât told her he was engaged. But there was no return address on the second letter. Worse, the letter sheâd written to him at the first letterâs address was returned to her, unopened, as unforwardable. She was shattered. Utterly shattered. Her sunny, optimisticpersonality had gone into eclipse after that. Nobody whoâd known her even three years ago would recognize her. Sheâd cut her hair, adopted a businesslike personality and dressed like a matron. She looked like the curator of a museum. Which was what she was. Sometimes she could go a whole day without even thinking about Jeremiah Cortez. Today wasnât one of them.
She shoved the envelope to the back of the drawer and closed it firmly. She had a good job and a secure future. She kept a dog at home for protection in the small cabin where she lived. She didnât date anyone. She had no social life, except when she was invited to various political functions to ask for funding for the small museum. Sadly, the politicians who came to the gatherings had little money to offer, despite the state of the economy. Probably it was that her small museum didnât have enough political clout to offer in respect to the funding it needed. They got some through private donations, but most of their patrons werenât wealthy. It was a hand-to-mouth existence.
Phoebe sat back, looking around the office which was as bare of personal effects as her little house. She didnât collect things anymore. There was a mandala on the wall that one of the Bird Clan of the Cherokee people had made for her, and a blowgun that a sixth-graderâs fatherhad made. She smiled, looking at it. People were always surprised when they were told that the Cherokee people had used blowguns in the past to hunt with. Usually they were more surprised to find that Cherokee people lived in houses and didnât wear warbonnets and loincloths and paint, unless they were portraying the historical Trail of Tears in the annual pageant, âUnto These Hills,â on the not-too-distant Quallah Indian Reservation near Cherokee, North Carolina. People had some strange ideas about Native Americans.
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T HE PHONE RANG while Phoebe was trying to force herself to answer her e-mail. She picked it up absently. âChenocetah Cherokee Museum,â she announced pleasantly.
âIs this Miss Keller?â a manâs voice