to his mouth, silencing him. âDonât. Please, donât.â She pressed her lips tightly together and swiped at the tears, then continued. âYou want me to quit my job and come back here, right?â
He nodded. Of course he wanted her back hereâas his wife. He wanted them to work together to build their marriage and their business. He needed her, wanted her, loved her. That had never changed.
âIâve heard all this before. My mother heard it from my father, too. She loved him. She believed him every time, and he led her down one garden path after another.â
âKaren, Iâm not your father.â
She looked away. âIâm not my mother, either. I canâtâI wonât do what youâre asking. My future is with Paragon. My home isnât in Alaska anymore, itâs in Oakland. Donât you realize how many times youâve said almost those identical words to me? Six months from now, youâll be bored again and youâll have some other wonderful dream to follow. I canât live that way. I tried. I honestly tried.â
âButââ
âMatt, stop, please. The bottom line is that Iâm not willingto throw my career down the drain for another one of your reckless schemes, no matter how promising it sounds.â
Matt stood, his mind racing frantically as he tried to find a reason that would convince her to stay.
âI have my own life now,â she said. âI wonât give up everything Iâve worked to achieve. Not for your dreams. Because for the first time in years, Matt, I have dreams of my own.â
He was fighting a losing battle and he knew it.
âIâm going to find a man with a steady job and a savings account. Iâm going to settle down in a house with a white picket fence and raise a bunch of children.â A sob shook her shoulders. âAnd Iâm going to do everything I can to put our marriage behind me.â Having said that, she reached for her suitcase and rushed out the door.
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âMom!â Ten-year-old Scott OâHalloran burst in the front door with Eagle Catcher, his husky, trotting behind him.
Abbey looked up from the magazine she was reading.
âSawyerâI mean Dadâlet me fly his plane this afternoon,â her son announced proudly.
Abbeyâs gaze instantly connected with that of her husband as he followed her son into the house.
âI didnât actually fly the plane,â Scott quickly amended, âbut Sawyer let me hold the control stick, and he told me all about the different instruments on the panel.â
âItâs time, honey,â Sawyer said, kissing her on the cheek.
Abbey wasnât so sure of that. âBut, Sawyer, heâs only ten.â
âAw, Mom, you gotta stop treating me like a little kid.â
Abbey swallowed a laugh. She recalled the day sheâd arrived in Hard Luck with her two children in tow. Sheâd been one of the first women lured to town with the promise of a job, a house and land. Sheâd come hoping to make a new life for herself and her children.
Neither she nor Sawyer had been looking for love. But theyâd found it, with each other. They mustâve had the fastest courtship in Hard Luckâs history, Abbey mused. In retrospect, she wouldnât change a thing. Not only was she deeply in love with her husband, but Sawyer had legally adopted Scott and Susan, and he worked hard at being a good father.
âMy dad was teaching me the basic elements of flying when I was ten,â he assured her. âTrust me, Iâm not going to do anything to put either of us in danger.â
Abbey knew that went without saying; nevertheless, she couldnât help worrying.
âIâm gonna find Ronny Gold,â Scott told them. âIâll be back before dinner.â He was out the door with another burst of speed. The silver-eyed husky raced along at his side.
âI wonder what