talking about.â Sheâs not even trying to hide the fact that sheâs lying. So much for that saint business.
âShut up.â
âWhat?â Sheâs acting offended.
âYou do too know what Iâm talking about. You all are trying to set me up with this guy. Iâm dating someone back home. I told you that.â
âYes, you did, but you said it wasnât serious. Besides, whatâs the big deal about eating dinner with an old friend? We know you donât want a serious relationship.â
My feet stop in place. âNow, see, why do you say that? If I found the right person, I would consider it.â
Janni stands there with her hands on her hips, judgmental eyes staring me down. âWell, youâve had countless dates since your divorce, and the fact that you havenât gotten close to anyone in over six years tells me something.â
âIt tells you I havenât found anyone I care about yet.â
Janni backs away, palms up. âOkay, Iâm sorry.â We take a few steps in silence. âYouâre over him, right?â
âWho?â
âEddie Kaiser. Your ex-husband, remember?â
âI was over him the minute I caught him kissing Linda Loose Lips.â
Janni turns to me. âIâm sorry, Char.â
âIâm over it.â
âYou sure?â
âIâm sure. When did Russ move back?â I ask, wanting to talk about anything other than Eddie and Linda.
âA couple of months ago.â
âWonder if it was hard for him to come back.â
âItâs not such a bad place to live, Char.â
âI know that, but being in the military, heâs probably seen the world. Tappery can hardly compare with all that.â
âYeah, I guess youâre right,â Janni says, surprising me. She never admits Iâm right about anything. Sheâs up to something. I can feel it.
Paint chips dust the ground when Janni slides open the massive opening to the barn. A handful of gray and white kittens shoots out from the door. Janni laughs. âOh yeah, weâve got some barn cats. Iâm not sure how many, but I think around five. They keep mice at bay.â
I forgot about the mice. Do I really want to go inside?
Janni steps in, and I reluctantly follow. Not exactly Chanel No. 5 hitting me in the face here, but it beats the chicken coop. Iâm not a prima donna, mind you, but my cottage by the sea is lookingâand smellingâbetter all the time.
âClick on the light, and Iâll get the door,â Janni says, lugging the barn door to a close while cold air races around the room.
Excited about the prospect of visitorsâor maybe itâs the promise of mealtimeâthe animals poke their heads over the half doors of their stalls. Finding the light switch just before the outside light disappears, I flip it on. A lone bulb dangles from a long, brown extension cord.
âDaniel promises to fix this place up with nice lights one of these days.â
Yeah, probably right up there with the carpet. But, hey, itâs their house.
âEvening, Elsie.â Janni edges over to the black-and-white Jerseyâs stall, and I follow. Elsie gives the appropriate moo, her bell jingling slightly as she stamps in place. Janni scratches ole Elsie behind the ear. I give her a couple of pats on the head and Iâm good.
âYouâre really not a farm girl anymore, are you, Char?â Janni moves on to Mr. Ed, their horse. Weird, I know, but I didnât name him. He snorts and stomps about for attention.
âMe and farm life? Think Green Acres , Zsa Zsa Gabor. Thatâs me. Okay, maybe Iâm not a total big-city type. I love seclusion, but Iâm not a farm girl either. Just give me a cottage tucked away on a craggy bluff overlooking a breathtaking view. Oh, and throw in a few trees, and Iâm good.â
âYou donât want much, do you?â
I shrug.
Janni