didnât think . . . Iâm sorry.â It was the most awkward handful of words to come out of my mouth probably ever. It was self-conscious and tongue-tied five times over, but it seemed to mean something to Stefan. The darkness in his eyes lightened a little.
He cleared his throat and replied, âThanks, but he was your father too, even if you donât remember.â
I nodded silently and went on into the big house with trim the color of half-fresh mint green and half-faded lavender. As I did, I heard the lid being hammered back onto the paint can. Anatoly was gone and there was Stefan covered with paint, doing a job his father wouldâve had hired someone to in turn hire someone else to actually do. If it didnât involve a gun or a knife, manual labor was far beneath him, I imagined. But he was the man whoâd bought Stefan his first bike or at least had been the one to give it to him after having his own handyman put it together. Stefan had mentioned the bike. Anatoly probably wasnât there for school things . . . whatever school things there wereâplays or football. But heâd been there for Christmases, Thanksgivings, birthdays, at least half the nights of the week. Iâd seen the pictures when recuperating in South Carolina. I doubt heâd hugged Stefan much, though, except when he was younger than three. A web strung together from what Stefan had told me and what logic trumped. That was what I thought and with years of being near the top of my class in psychological training, and, with a failing grade being a failure at survival, I thought I guessed right.
Stefan had once said Anatoly thought Iâd hung the sun and the moonâthat I was special. I honestly didnât care what Anatoly had thought about long-ago Lukas. Contrary to popular belief, it isnât the thought that counts. What did count was a rescue ten years later by a brother who had refused to give up.
I knocked on the door to the house and as the sign, painted in loops and whirls with tulips and roses, told me to, I went on inside. There, Mrs. SlootââAdelaide, sweetie. Call me Adelaideââtried to stuff me with sugar cookies. âSuch a skinny boy.â I might be almost six feet, but I didnât look nineteen. Seventeen was the best I could hope for, but I couldâve looked fifty and still had grandmotherly women trying to shove food down me. It happened all the time.
I learned to live with it, take the cookies, and be grateful I was too old for them to pinch my cheekâalthough the lady in one of the tourist shops in town had, only a different cheek. I hadnât told Stefan. He would either laugh or break her arm, and arm breaking wasnât part of the whole lying low thing. âYes, Miss Adelaide, waterâs everywhere. Harryâs going home to fix it.â
Her poodle jumped at my feet, then nipped me on the ankle as she tsk ed about our bad luck and gave me another cookie. âOh, Parker, sweetie, look at my new tchotchke. I know you like animals. Sookie-Sue loves you. Youâll think itâs cute as can be.â I did like animals and Sookie-Sue was the first one to not like me back, but. . . .
It was too late. Sheâd shoved a small statue into my hand. It was an armadillo, I guessed dubiously, dressed like a clown, with a happy pointy smile, soulless red eyes, and balloons held in a gloved hand. It was the ugliest thing Iâd ever seen. âItâs nice,â I lied effortlessly. I hadnât been an enthusiastic student at the Institute, but I had been a good one. Sookie-Sue nipped me again. I sighed patiently, but I did like all animals, including the ones that made it a challenge, and I didnât nudge her away. âWhat is it?â
Adelaide pursed her lips, coated with bright orangered lipstick to match her hair, and her drawn-on eye-brows arched. âI told you, dear: itâs a tchotchke.â
My own eyebrows, and I