sighed. âThatâs a bridge weâll cross when we come to it.â
She looked so sad at the thought of losing her family that I felt like telling her right then and there to stop worrying. That Billy and Tom and me, we were taking care of it. But I remembered our oath to secrecy. âAshes to ashes. Dust to dust.â So I kept my mouth shut.
Tom staggered in with a huge bag of kitty litter, Billy close behind him with another, carrying it easily on his shoulder. They added the bags to the pile on the floor beside the counter. Then Tom reached up and punched Billy on the shoulder.
Billy punched back. Soon the two of them were wrestling and giggling around the kitchen table. A chair toppled over. Billy pounded Tom in the stomach. Tom squirmed and pounded him back, and they chased each other, a small and panting David and a big giggling Goliath, around the kitchen.
âKnock it off, you two! Look out for the groceries!â Janice yelled. âSomeone could get hurt. Bring in the rest of the stuff from the car. Nell, you and Lisa can set the table for supper.â She looked out the window at Billy and Tom. âI donât know whatâs got into those two boys lately, especially Billy.â
âWhat do you mean? Whatâs wrong with Billy?â
âOh, I donât know. Heâs different latelyâhyper. Like somebody left him a million bucks or something.â Janice stopped packing and looked at me. âHeâs not doing anything he shouldnât, is he?â
My heart rode a plunging elevator down to my ankles. âLike what?â
âThatâs it. I donât know. He seems to be on a high. He hasnât met a girl, has he? Anything like that?â
I laughed and threw my arms around Janice in a hug. âBillyâs fine. Donât worry about him. I would know if there was anything wrong, and there isnât, okay?â
âWell, Nell, if you say so.â She pecked me on the cheek and went back to storing groceries. âYou probably know him as well as anyone.â
It was Josephâs turn to say grace, which he did with bowed head. âThanks, Lord, for the family and the food. Amen.â
âAmen,â I said with the others.
âOkay, letâs eat.â Joseph started passing the food along the table.
I liked the way Joseph always said grace before meals. He was sincere. Not like some of the geezers and old ladies in my other fosters who prayed a lot and talked about God and hellfire and then turned around andâ¦
The thing about Joseph and Janice was that they were completely upfront. They said what they meant and meant what they said. The Hardy home was the first place where I truly felt part of a real family. They didnât have a whole lot of money, but they never stinted when it came to taking care of us. They would give us the shirts off their backs, as the saying goes. We all ate the same food, no favorites. But most of all they were affectionate, a new experience for me, and they treated us like we were special and important in their lives.
It was a squeeze with the six of us around the kitchen table. Janiceâs smile went around like a lighthouse beam. âEat up, everyone,â she said. âEnjoy!â
I slurped up some noodles. Tomato sauce dripped down my chin and onto my T-shirt. Messy me. Good thing the T-shirt was black. I mopped it up with my napkin.
âNails,â Tom said, âthe proper way to eat spaghetti is to twirl it around your fork like this.â He gave a demo.
âYou can use your spoon to help if you want,â he said with one of his superior smiles.
Everyone, even Billy, stopped eating and watched Tomâs demonstration. Then they all stared at me. I felt my face turning red. I hate it when people stare at me. I felt like a freak in a circus sideshow.
Sometimes Tom was so prissy, he made me want to puke.
Seriously.
I pulled a face at him.
Janice came to my rescue.