Theyâre cold, Doctorâcold and soulless creatures who can cut a living man or woman to bits and never feel their pain. Most of the other factions hate us. They call us racist supermen. Would you rather that one of these cults do what we must do, and use the results against us?â
âThis is double-talk.â She looked away. All around them workers laden down with fungus, their jaws full and guts stuffed with it, were spreading out into the Nest, scuttling alongside them or disappearing into branch tunnels departing in every direction, including straight up and straight down. Afriel saw a creature much like a worker, but with only six legs, scuttle past in the opposite direction, overhead. It was a parasite mimic. How long, he wondered, did it take a creature to evolve to look like that?
âItâs no wonder that weâve had so many defectors, back in the Rings,â she said sadly. âIf humanity is so stupid as to work itself into a corner like you describe, then itâs better to have nothing to do with them. Better to live alone. Better not to help the madness spread.â
âThat kind of talk will only get us killed,â Afriel said. âWe owe an allegiance to the faction that produced us.â
âTell me truly, Captain,â she said. âHavenât you ever felt the urge to leave everythingâeveryoneâall your duties and constraints, and just go somewhere to think it all out? Your whole world, and your part in it? Weâre trained so hard, from childhood, and so much is demanded from us. Donât you think itâs made us lose sight of our goals, somehow?â
âWe live in space,â Afriel said flatly. âSpace is an unnatural environment, and it takes an unnatural effort from unnatural people to prosper there. Our minds are our tools, and philosophy has to come second. Naturally Iâve felt those urges you mention. Theyâre just another threat to guard against. I believe in an ordered society. Technology has unleashed tremendous forces that are ripping society apart. Some one faction must arise from the struggle and integrate things. We Shapers have the wisdom and restraint to do it humanely. Thatâs why I do the work I do.â He hesitated. âI donât expect to see our day of triumph. I expect to die in some brush-fire conflict, or through assassination. Itâs enough that I can foresee that day.â
âBut the arrogance of it, Captain!â she said suddenly. âThe arrogance of your little life and its little sacrifice! Consider the Swarm, if you really want your humane and perfect order. Here it is! Where itâs always warm and dark, and it smells good, and food is easy to get, and everything is endlessly and perfectly recycled. The only resources that are ever lost are the bodies of the mating swarms, and a little air. A Nest like this one could last unchanged for hundreds of thousands of years. Hundredsâ¦of thousandsâ¦of years. Who, or what, will remember us and our stupid faction in even a thousand years?â
Afriel shook his head. âThatâs not a valid comparison. There is no such long view for us. In another thousand years weâll be machines, or gods.â He felt the top of his head; his velvet cap was gone. No doubt something was eating it by now.
The tunneler took them deeper into the asteroidâs honeycombed free-fall maze. They saw the pupal chambers, where pallid larvae twitched in swaddled silk; the main fungal gardens; the graveyard pits, where winged workers beat ceaselessly at the soupy air, feverishly hot from the heat of decomposition. Corrosive black fungus ate the bodies of the dead into coarse black powder, carried off by blackened workers themselves three-quarters dead.
Later they left the tunneler and floated on by themselves. The woman moved with the ease of long habit; Afriel followed her, colliding bruisingly with squeaking workers. There were