I remember my dad coming home with a black eye one day. Sondraâshe sucker punched him. She had a diamond ring on her finger, too, and he had to get six stitches. But he went back to work the next day and fell right into line. He would never leave. Until two and a half years ago, that is, when he remarried. At the time he was this big,â Rebecca said, holding her fingers close together. âBut after moving to Los Angelesâhis wife is from thereâand cutting off the yoke, he became something of a whole person again.â
âYou donât visit him, do you?â
âOccasionally. My motherâs in L.A., too.â
âBut you would never live there. Well, why would you? Your whole familyâs left. Youâve got the whole city to yourself. So, whatâs wrong with this aunt of yours?â
âMy aunt?â Rebecca took a drink of wine, thinking. âBetween all her parentsâ children, sheâs the un-pretty one. Sheâs not as likeable as her siblings, either. Sheâs a bully, like her dad.â
âMmm.â
âAnd she has no relationship with her parents. She doesnât see them more than once a year. I donât think they talk on the phone very much. And then, her parents have a lot of money. She might think sheâs been cut out of the willâfor all I know, she has beenâand she could be trying to get hers. Gertrude, I want to help my dad.â
âI never had that problem.â
âWell, Iâve been very selfish over the last fifteen years, and thatâs had its uses. But Iâve never done anything important for my father. Maybe I can help him win this lawsuit. I can put him in touch with the right people. I can direct him. My grandparents, too.â
âDid they ask for your help?â
âNo. But in their minds, Iâm still a child. It would never occur to them.â
âMaybe they donât want your counsel. I say, sit back. Wait for them to ask. Donât insert yourself into their problems.â
âSo, you think I should just keep on living my life as if none of this were happening?â
âFor as long as you can,â Gertrude said. âYes. Thatâs exactly what you should do.â
III. APRÃS LE DÃLUGE
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Summer moved along, and Ben did his best to ignore Sondraâs lawsuit. He made his art. He shopped for groceries. He cooked chicken and wandered Chinatown. He thought about refrigeration. He sat at the dining table at the house in Southampton and cut obituaries for his files, dozens and dozens of them, walked on the beach at sunrise on Saturday and Sunday mornings and did his exercises there in the sand, napped in the late morning and again in the afternoon on the deck beside the pool, and sought new ways to open up his mind and give fresh energy to his body. For instance, he bought thousands of books at the Salvation Army in Hobokenâevery kind of book, books of poetry and cookbooks and collections of plays and books on childcare and on mental health and encyclopedias and almanacs and dictionariesâand stacked them all over the loft, in his studio and his office and in the living room, having decided it would make him feel stronger to be surrounded by so many books. And at times, he imagined, it was working. However, neither the books, nor the exercise, nor the fresh ocean air was potent enough to combat the devastating physical and mental effects of Sondra and her lawyers, who were finding new reasons to file charges against her father and mother every other week. No, the case wasnât going away as quickly as the lawyers had originally assured him it would. In fact, Ben wasnât hearing any details about the lawsuit moving toward a conclusion. Only about new bills. It seemed heâd racked up a hundred-thousand-dollar fee in just a month. Had it been longer? Perhaps a couple of days, a week. But now, by the time July rolled around, the bill was up to
Larry Schweikart, Michael Allen