you, and you throw me over for a pretty-boy vampire?â
Nimra knew she should have been angered but all she felt was an exasperated affection. âDo you really think I donât know about the harem of dancing girls you keep in that castle of yours?â
He had the grace to bow his head a fraction. âNone of them are you.â
âThe past is past,â she whispered, placing a hand on his chest and rising up on tiptoe to press a kiss to his jaw. âEitriel was a friend to us both, and he betrayed us both. You do not have to pay the penance.â
His arms came around her, solid and strong. âYou are not penance, Nimra.â
âBut I am not your lodestar, either.â She brushed a hand down the primaries of his right wing. It was a familiar caress, but not an intimate one. âGo home, Augustus. Your women will be pining for you.â
Grumbling, he glared at Noel. âPut a bruise on her heart and Iâll turn your entire body into a bruise.â With that, he was gone.
Noel stared after the angel until he disappeared from sight. âWho is Eitriel?â
Nimraâs gaze glittered with anger when it slammed into his. âThat is none of your concern.â The door to the library banged shut in a display of cold temper. âYou are here for one purpose only.â
Very carefully worded, Noel thought, watching as she walked to the sliding doors that led out into the gardens and pushed them open. Anyone listening would come to the obvious conclusion.
âAs I said, Noel,â Nimra continued, âtake care you do not go too far. I am not a maiden for you to protect.â
Stepping out into the gardens with her, he said nothing until they came to the edge of the stream that ran through her land, the water cool and clear. âNo,â he agreed, knowing heâd crossed a line. Yet he couldnât form an apologyâbecause he wasnât sorry heâd intervened. âYou have an interesting court,â he said instead when he was certain they were alone, the scent of honeysuckle heavy in the air, though he couldnât see any evidence of the vine.
âDo I?â Tone still touched with the frost of power, Nimra sat down on the same wrought-iron bench heâd used earlier, her wings spread out behind her, strands of topaz shimmering in the sunlight.
âFen is your eyes and ears and has been for a long time,â he said, âwhile Amariyah was only Made because it soothes his heart to know that sheâll live even after he is gone.â
Nimraâs response had nothing to do with his conclusions. âNoel. Understand this. I can never appear weak.â
âUnderstood.â Weakness could get her killed. âHowever, thereâs no weakness in having a wolf by your side.â
âSo long as that wolf does not aspire to seize the reins.â
âThis wolf has no such desire.â Going down on his haunches, he played a river-smoothed pebble over and through his fingers as he returned to the topic of Fen and Amariyah. âAre you always so kind to your court?â
âFen has earned far more than he has ever asked,â Nimra said, wondering if Noel was truly capable of being her wolf without grasping for power. âI will miss him terribly when he is gone.â She could see sheâd surprised Noel with her confession. Angels, especially those old and powerful enough to hold territories, were not meant to be creatures of emotion, of heart.
âWho will you miss when they are gone?â she asked, deeply curious about what lay behind the hard shield of his personality. âDo you have human acquaintances and friends?â She didnât expect him to answer, so when he did, she had to hide her own surprise. Only decades of experience made that possibleâEitriel had left her with that, if nothing else.
âI was born on an English moor,â he said, his voice shifting to betray the faintest trace