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Jean.”
    I shove him away from me. “I’m not clumsy. You’re the one who tripped over his own feet trying to get to the pizza the other night at Gabe’s.”
    Kitty bursts into giggles and Peter throws a pillow at her. “You guys need to stop ganging up on me!” he yells.
    “Are you staying for dinner?” she asks when her giggles subside.
    “I can’t. My mom’s making chicken fried steak.”
    Kitty’s eyes bulge. “Lucky. Lara Jean, what are we having?”
    “I’m defrosting some chicken breasts as we speak,” I say. She makes a face, and I say, “If you don’t like it, maybe you could learn to cook. I won’t be around to cook your dinners anymore when I’m at college, you know.”
    “Yeah, right. You’ll probably be here every night.” She turns to Peter. “Can I come to your house for dinner?”
    “Sure,” he says. “You can both come.”
    Kitty starts to cheer, and I shush her. “We can’t, because then Daddy will have to eat alone. Ms. Rothschild has SoulCycle tonight.”
    She takes a bite of her cheese sandwich. “I’m making myself another sandwich, then. I don’t want to eat old freezer-burn chicken.”
    I sit up suddenly. “Kitty, I’ll make something else if you’ll braid my hair tomorrow morning. I want to do somethingspecial for New York.” I’ve never been to New York before in my life. For our last family vacation, we took a vote, and I picked New York, but I was voted down in favor of Mexico. Kitty wanted to eat fish tacos and swim in the ocean, and Margot wanted to see Mayan ruins and have a chance to work on her Spanish. In the end, I was happy to be outvoted. Before Mexico, Kitty and I had never even left the country. I’ve never seen water so blue.
    “I’ll braid your hair only if I have time left over after I do mine,” Kitty says, which is the best I can hope for, I suppose. She’s just so good at doing hair.
    “Who will braid my hair when I’m at college?” I muse.
    “I will,” Peter says, all confidence.
    “You don’t know how,” I scoff.
    “The kid will teach me. Won’t you, kid?”
    “For a price,” Kitty says.
    They negotiate back and forth before finally settling on Peter taking Kitty and her friends to the movies one Saturday afternoon. Which is how I come to be sitting cross-legged on the floor while Peter and Kitty sit on the couch above me, Kitty demonstrating a French braid and Peter recording it on his phone.
    “Now you try it,” she says.
    He keeps losing a piece and getting frustrated. “You have a lot of hair, Lara Jean.”
    “If you can’t get the French, I’ll teach you something more basic,” Kitty says, and there is no mistaking the contempt in her voice.
    Peter hears it too. “No, I’m gonna get it. Just give me a second. I’m gonna master it just like I mastered the other kind of French.” He winks at me.
    Kitty and I both scream at him for that. “Don’t talk like that in front of my sister!” I yell, shoving him in the chest.
    “I was kidding!”
    “Also, you’re not that good at French kissing.” Even though, yeah, he is.
    Peter gives me a Who are you kidding? look, and I shrug, because who am I kidding?
    *  *  *
    Later, I’m walking Peter to his car when he stops in front of the passenger-side door and asks, “Hey, how many guys have you kissed?”
    “Just three. You, John Ambrose McClaren—” I say his name fast, like ripping off a Band-Aid, but Peter still has enough time to scowl. “And Allie Feldman’s cousin.”
    “The kid with the lazy eye?”
    “Yeah. His name was Ross. I thought he was cute. It happened at a sleepover at Allie’s; I kissed him on a dare. But I wanted to.”
    He gives me a speculative look. “So me, John, and Allie’s cousin.”
    “Uh-huh.”
    “You’re forgetting one person, Covey.”
    “Who?”
    “Sanderson!”
    I wave my hand. “Oh, that doesn’t really count.”
    “Allie Feldman’s cousin Ross who you kissed on a dare counts, but not Josh , who you technically