asked. âBecause she knew we wouldnât approve. Why else would she keep it a secret?â
âI donât need your approval,â Erica said even though it wasnât true. What Billie and Sherise thought meant more than anything to her, but she wasnât going to back down. âIâm seeing him again and I just wanted to keep it between us until I knew it was what I wanted.â
âErica,â Sherise whined. âYou had a chance to trade up. You could have gone out with any of the guys I tried to set you up with. You could have gone out with anyone else. Why would you go back to this hood?â
âHeâs not a hood,â Erica snapped.
âNo,â Sherise agreed. âYouâre right. Heâs bumped up to extortion, so what does that make him? A high-class hustler?â
âShut up,â Erica said. âHe made a mistake. He realizes that he could have ruined lives.â
âMy life!â Sherise yelled.
âHey.â Billie held up a hand to Sherise. âYou calm down. You put yourself in a position to have your life ruined, so stop looking for scapegoats.â
âExactly,â Erica chimed in.
âBut you.â Billie turned to her. âWhat Terrell did was awful. Do you really think you can trust him?â
Erica wanted to say yes, completely, but she couldnât. âIâm not exactly there yet, but Iâm getting there. Heâs trying so hard.â
âThey all try,â Billie said.
âI love him,â Erica admitted hopelessly.
Billieâs concerned frown softened into a smile. âI know you do, sweetheart.â
âYou fucked him, didnât you?â Sherise asked, not trying to hide her disgust. âHe put his little dick on you and you believe anything he says.â
âYouâre the only one who seems to have a problem falling for the wrong dick,â Erica said with a haughty roll of her head. âAnd his . . . is not little.â
Billie could see this was getting out of hand. âLetâs try to focus, girls. Erica, no one would blame you if you were . . . you know . . . dickmatized. It happens to the best of us.â
âIâm not,â Erica said. âWe havenât even had sex yet. Weâve only been on a few dates and maybe kissed once or twice. Who are you to judge me, Sherise?â
âI admit my mistakes,â Sherise lied, âbut that doesnât change the fact that this is a mistake, your mistake. You had gotten rid of the trash, just to turn around and bring it back in. Heâll find a way to fuck everything up again. Itâs what brothas like him do.
The waiter returned with three shots of Patrón.
âWell,â Erica said, âif you keep your panties on and stop fucking the wrong people, you wonât have anything to worry about from this brotha.â
âDamn,â the waiter added.
All three ladies looked up at him. He composed himself and walked away.
âYou arenât fooling anyone,â Sherise said. âYou keep trying to bring up my mistakes to deflect from what you know is your own.â
This incensed Erica for some reason. She wanted to jump out of the chair and slap Sherise. âJust work on your own marriage and donât worry about my relationship with Terrell. I know whatââ
Erica halted as a man approached their table. He was tall, dark, and handsome in a very traditional way. He was a professional, dressed in a navy blue suit and a white button-down shirt. He looked to be in his thirties, with a close, neat cut. He clearly had a goal in mind, and that goal was Billie. He didnât have eyes for anyone else.
âSorry to interrupt.â His voice was compelling and deep. âMy name is Robert. You are?â
âBillie,â she answered cautiously.
âHi, Billie.â He flashed a million-watt smile. âI noticed you sitting over here and I was wondering if you