shame,â her neighbor said from behind her.
Turning dejectedly, in her inside-Âout sweater and bad hair, to find him standing just outside the bedroom door, she numbly said, âYou have no idea.â
âHe drove a Jag, too,â the neighbor informed her. âA nice one.â
And Christyâs jaw dropped. Sheâd realized Jared had money, though she hadnât actually known how much. But to be driving a Jaguar at his ageâÂlate twenties she guessedâÂthat said a lot. âOh GodâÂreally?â she replied, feeling the full potential of what sheâd just lost.
In response, Mr. Hot-Âand-ÂScruffy lowered his chin and said, âI think I get it now.â
âGet what?â she asked, mentally exhausted.
âWhy that date was so important.â
And on top of every other letdown of the last few hoursâÂand the last few yearsâÂit stung to realize her neighbor thought she was the one thing that she so, so desperately didnât want to be: a woman who wanted a man only for his money.
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Alice soon came to the conclusion
that it was a very difficult game indeed.
Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
Chapter 3
âI TâS NOT like that,â she said quietly.
âWhatâs it like then?â he asked.
She shook her head. âItâs complicated. But . . . not like it probably seems to you.â
Jack DuVall stood looking at the pretty girl who had just come dropping unexpectedly into his life like Alice falling down the rabbit hole. Her eyes had grown unaccountably sad and the moment turned awkward. His fault, he supposed. Heâd just gotten too personal. âLook,â he said, âitâs none of my business anyway.â Then he stepped forward, ready to move past her, down the stairs. âI should get to work on your door.â
Somehow he almost felt how pretty she was as he brushed past herâÂand his nose picked up a trace of . . . perfume maybe; something nice, feminine. Something stirred in his chest in response, and he realized for the first time that maybe heâd been a little disappointed to discover Alice hadnât come knocking on his door for him âÂbut to instead get his help catching another guy. Not that it mattered. After all, this chick clearly had way too much going on for him to want to get involved in any of it.
Heâd reached the bottom of the stairs before he realized sheâd followed him. He pulled up short upon reaching the fallen door and so she did, too, but not before ending up on the very last step, just an inch or two behind where he stoodâÂthe nearness creating some sort of invisible force field between them, a connection that felt physical even though their bodies werenât actually touching. âSorry,â she whispered near his ear after not quite colliding with him.
âNo problem,â he murmured in reply. Then he went about lifting up the heavy old door to clear the walking path.
âI still canât believe you had me kick this thing down,â he added, thinking aloud as he leaned it against one of the interior walls of the short hall that led from the entrance to the steps.
âI canât, either,â she said. He glanced over in time to see her shake her head, suddenly seeming a lot less crazy than she had just a Âcouple of minutes ago. âWhat was I thinking?â
Turning to study the broken door frame, he sized up how to best repair it for now. âThat you were pretty damn desperate to make this date happen,â he said without really weighing it.
He was trying to avoid looking at herâÂtrying to keep this a light conversation, especially since they didnât even know each otherâÂbut when she stayed quiet, he found himself peeking over, his gaze rising to her eyes. In the dimly lit hall, he could make out that they were a kaleidoscope version of hazel that held him in