arms and back and head.
âIâm going to kill you,â Pius cries, and it sounds like the most absolutely truthful statement heâs ever made in his life. You hear women scream and theyâre all telling him to stop but theyâre all too spineless to make him. You peek from your foetal positionand, seeing a lull, launch yourself at him. You clatter into his midriff and crash over the table. Tea and wake sandwiches go flying. Back on your feet, you see your mother through eyes bathed in blood and tears. A slice of ham has landed on her cheek. Pius puffs desperately for air, his face is purple. Your mother is dead and this yellow-belly runs away into a bottle just when you need him most.
âYouâre nothing but a drunken coward,â you say as you run out the door.
We have the compartment to ourselves. Not many heading north at this time of night. I pull down the blinds and scrape the flecks of bacon and carrot off the lapels of my suit. Charlieâs too civilised and conscientious to put his feet up on the empty chairs beside him but Iâm not. I pull the trilby hat down over my face and make myself comfortable. Itâs a rickety old bone shaker but Iâm soon nodding off. One minute weâre between Clontarf and Sutton and Charlie is saying something about how the Madden footballers have reached the county final; the next heâs poking me with his cane and telling me to wake up, weâre near Armagh. The train is stopped. I see lights further up the line, but outside itâs darkness.
âThis isnât a scheduled stop,â Charlie says.
The train starts moving again, chugging its last mile or two, and I hear compartment doors being slid open up the hallway. I peek out. Two soldiers stand in the hallway a few compartments down smoking cigarettes and pointing their rifles to the ground. A third soldier, tall and slender and wearing an eye-patch, comesout of the compartment, and they move on to the next one. Theyâll be in on top of us in a moment.
âIâm not even home yet and already the harassment starts.â
âIâm sure theyâre not looking for you, Victor.â
âWhen youâve been lifted as many times as I have, Charlie, you know fucken tyranny when you see it.â
âDonât start now.â
âI bet you the officer puts on an English accent. Wait till you see.â
âVictor, please.â
Thereâs no way the train will get to the station before they get to us, snailing along like this. I lie back on the seat and pull the hat down over my face and a moment later, I hear the compartment door slide open.
âRight, wake up, we need to take a look at your â¦â the officer begins â he is putting on a sort-of English accent â âCharlie Quinn! Get up and let me shake your hand,â he cries, sounding fit to burst.
âIâd like to, Hugh, butâ â Charlie makes a tap, tap, tap â âIâm not as good on my feet as I used to be.â
âOh. Of course, Iâm sorry.â Hugh slumps down into a seat and sighs. Iâd love to get a look at this fellow, but I stay hidden beneath the hat.
âHowâs the eye?â
âDoesnât bother me at all. I got away very lightly compared to some.â
âTrue enough. Poor old Frank Jennings lost half his face. And you heard about Bob Morrow?â
âNo justice, is there?â Hugh rises and stands over me, close enough that I can smell the tobacco off him. I fidget. âThis fellow with you?â
âCousin of mine. Name of John Swift. Why, who are you looking for?â
âJust keeping our eyes open.â
âIâll wake him up and check him,â says another voice, a Scottish accent this time.
âLet him be, Hugh,â Charlie says calmly, âhe had a lot to drink earlier.â
âShut it, you,â the Scottish accent snaps.
âStand down, Campbell,â