And another. Now . . . talk.
âYeah, fine. I think Iâm just really tired.â
Ivy doesnât believe me, but she drops it.
I donât listen to the rest of the headmistressâs announcement. Certain words penetrate my obsessive thinking.
âDance . . . booths . . . crafts . . . contests . . . Riley.â
I need air. And water. I need to think. I need air and water and space to think.
Sheâs still talking when I turn to Ivy. âIâm going to step out for just a second.â
I walk out of the room, prepared to face the consequences of leaving without permission. In the middle of the headmistressâs announcement, no less. Iâm sure I broke at least 329 rules.
When Iâm safely outside the dining room doors, I walk to the entrance foyer.
Breathe.
I stop at the huge framed pictures and look at the image of Dannabelle Grimm, the last witch at Dowling with the gift of inheritance. Until me. Iâve been drawn toDannabelle since the first day I saw the picture, and even now, looking at her picture, I feel connected to her.
Dannabelleâs eyes sparkle with mischief, and I envy her. I envy her confidence. Miss A tells me Iâll get there one day, but I donât see how. In a million years I could never be like Dannabelle. I really think the gift of inheritance is wasted on me.
âDonât be silly,â a voice says behind me.
I spin, breath held. The headmistress. I really have to watch what Iâm thinking.
She laughs. âYouâll learn how to control that, too,â she says.
I nod, unconvinced.
âI saw you leave during my announcement. Is everything okay?â she asks.
âF-forgive me, Headmistress,â I stammer. âI wasnât feeling well.â
The headmistress looks at the image of Dannabelle behind me. âSheâs quite a legacy to follow.â
Deep sigh. âYouâre telling me.â
âThe gift of inheritance comes with great responsibility, Hallie.â
Her voice is stern, almost accusatory, contradicting the smile glued to her face.
Is that a question? Do I reply? I finally manage to say, âYes, maâam.â
Awkward silence hangs between us.
âControlling your gift will require considerably more time and practice than for other gifts. In fact, Iâd say you will carry the heaviest out-of-classroom work.â
This isnât news to me. âMiss A has prepared me for that.â
âI would hate to see you fall behind because youâre distracted.â
âI am not easily distracted, Headmistress.â
She smiles coldly. âI have noticed, Hallie. In fact, I admire your tenacity.â
Somehow the words coming out of her mouth donât feel like a compliment.
âThank you,â I say anyway.
âThe point Iâm trying to make,â the headmistress says, same plastic smile on her face, âIs that I hope you will be careful about committing yourself to activities, or people, outside of school. Particularly boys.â
Is this about Cody? âNo worries, maâam. I donât anticiÂpate that being a problem for me.â
âThatâs so good to hear,â she says, putting her hand on my shoulder. âIf you were to be distracted . . .â Her eyes are dark and sharp and scary. âWell, I suppose I should be going. Thereâs much to plan for our celebration.â
Before I can say good-bye, sheâs gone, the scent of ginger lingering where she stood.
Girls begin filling the hallway, dinner done. I watch each girl pass, wishing I had the same excited smile on my face that they do.
But I canât smile. I canât.
Itâs impossible to smile when the most powerful person in your life threatens you.
Seven
I donât sleep a full minute that night, and climb out of bed exhausted. I didnât tell Ivy what had happened with the headmistress. Sheâd insist I tell Miss A. And for now I like pretending it