heâs given up on being included in this conversation.
âReally?â I ask as my sister drops a slice onto the plate Iâm holding. I should have figured that Lucy would have heard of Abe. She has the scoop on everyone.
âWell, not really really,â she says. âBut I know who he is. Heâs from Yuma, and youâre downplaying. Heâs incredibly cute. And from what I hear, a total slut.â
âLucy,â my father says more seriously.
My sister snatches the plate from my hand and sets it in front of my father, smiling sweetly. Then she comes over to take my uninjured arm, lowering her voice. âHe probably thought you were adorable. Did he ask you out?â
âWell, he did try to corrupt me out in back of Santoâs,â I say, earning a look from my father. âHe asked if I wanted to go to a party with him tonight. Probably not as a date orââ
âWhy are you here?â Lucy asks incredulously. âYou didnât say yes?â
I shake my head, and my sister looks offended on behalf of the entire female species. âIâm sorry to say this, Elise,â she states, taking out a slice and biting off the end. âI think you need therapy.â
I hand her a plate, but she pushes it away, instead using her other hand to catch any grease that might drip. I must have thoroughly bored her, because she wanders back over to where my father is sitting.
âCan I go out for a bit?â she asks, her eyes innocent. âIâll be back at a decent hour.â
âItâs already past a decent hour,â he answers, glancing at her above his glasses. âAnd you just got home. Maybe tomorrow would be betterâwhen thereâs daylight?â
Lucyâs jaw clenches and I feel my own anxiety spike. âIâm eighteen, Dad,â she says in a controlled voice. âYou canât keep me an infant forever.â
Our father leans toward her, his expression sympathetic, but unwavering. âIâm not trying to, Lucinda. I just want to keep you safe.â
âOr locked away in a tower,â she retorts. She tosses her half-eaten slice back into the box before leaving for her bedroom. We wait, and when her door slams shut, my father takes off his glasses to press his fingers into the corners of his eyes.
âShe has a point,â I offer. âItâs not like sheâs going to sell her soul just because itâs after midnight. Not when she can do it any old time.â
âNot funny,â my father says. I know how much he hates cracking down on Lucy, but ever since that incident with the cops, he doesnât trust her judgment. I wish heâd bend a little more. I hate when they argue.
Weâre silent as we eat, and when Iâm done, I kick my sneakers off under the table, sore from my shift.
âYouâre tired,â my dad says. âWhy donât you get some sleep, and tomorrow Iâll start gathering some information. Iâll make an appointment with the doctor, have them do a workup. Maybe have a peek at that arm.â
So he is worried. I nod, touching his shoulder as I stand to leave the kitchen. When I get to my room, I collapse on my flowered comforterâstill in uniform. Iâm so drained. I want to think about my day, try to put together the pieces of what happened, but I canât keep my eyes open. And soon I find myself drifting away completely.
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Iâm on the rooftop of a high-rise building. The sky is dark and starless around me, the air thick with the promise of rain. Iâve never been here before, Iâm sure of that. I take a few steps and the cement floor is cold on my bare feet.
Itâs then that I notice my skin, glowing softly in the city lights. I turn my hand over, studying the gold, when the rooftop door swings open and startles me. Iâm about to hide, but the man who walks out doesnât see me. Instead he saunters over to the edge,