donât want to ruin my day.
Mostly, I want to have more happy times with him to make up for lying last year when I was hiding Shiloh up in the woods. That was back when he belonged to Judd Travers, and Iâd promised that dog heâd be safe. Wonder sometimes if itâs still on Dadâs mind.
Wasnât what Iâd done , exactlyâtried to protect Shiloh from Judd so he couldnât be mistreated anymoreâbut that Iâd kept it secret from him and Ma, and worse yet, lied about it. Lying is one of the worst things you can do in my family.
The thing is, the first time I tried to keep Shiloh away from Judd, I was honest about itâtold Dad how Judd treated his dogs back then, but he made me hand Shiloh over anyway, all trembling in my arms. Guess thereâs a legal right thing to do, and a heart right, and anybody got a heart, I donât know how he could give that shaking, whimpering dog back to a man who kicked him in the side with his boot the minute we let Shiloh out of the car.
But that was last fall. Shilohâs mine now, Juddâs changedâtreats his dogs a whole lot betterâIâm not lying about anything, everything out in the open. But sometimes, like, at dinner, if I donât eat all my meat, Dadâll say, âNot saving that for some other dog, areyou?â the way I used to do. Or if I spend some time up in the far meadow, he might say, âYou havenât got something else hid up there, do you?â Itâs all said as a joke, but I just wonder sometimes if he totally trusts me.
How do you ever explain loving a dog so much I done what I did? Shiloh came to me to help him when he first run away. Followed me home. Looked at me with those big trusting eyes, like Please help me! Guess you have to experience it yourself to feel it. But it made me sick in my stomach to give him back to Judd Travers. And I was the happiest person in the entire world when Judd finally said heâd let me keep Shiloh if Iâd work for him for forty hours, and I did. He worked me harder than Iâd ever worked in my life, but I got me a dog.
Now thereâs a blue sky up above, a breeze coming in the car window, and Dadâs got the radio on, listening to a ball game. I open Mrs. Ellisonâs mailbox and thereâs a paper plate with a half-dozen chocolate-chip cookies on it. And theyâre still a little warm. She must have put them out in her mailbox only a minute before we pulled up.
That makes Dad smile, and we both of us wolf those cookies down and wave at the window, canât see whether she is there or not.
âYou think you could help me on the house tomorrow?âDad asks. âBe nice if I could get the siding on while the weatherâs dry. Thereâll be a lot of work to do on the inside, but Iâll save that for cold or rainy weather.â
âSure, Iâll help!â I say, like heâs just offered me a malted milk to go with the cookies. But I mean it, too. All I want for Christmas is that room to be done so I can have the other bedroom. Already know whatâs going up on my wallâa poster of the best basketball player for the West Virginia Mountaineers; a photo of David and me crashing bumper cars at the county fair last summer, and about a dozen pictures of Shiloh.
If Dad and Maâs concerned about lying, they ought to pay more attention to Dara Lynn. First off, she argues the point.
âIt donât say âdonât lieâ in the Bible,â she tells Dad at the dinner table that night. Sheâs talking about her new friend Ruthie, the preacherâs younger daughter, who rides the school bus with her every day. Dara Lynnâs in third grade, Ruthieâs in second. âI looked up the Ten Commandments, and itâs not there.â
ââBearing false witnessâ is the same thing, so stop it,â says Dad.
âDara Lynn, youâd argue the sun didnât rise, just