either.â
She saw the colour drain from his face and then come back in a scarlet flood and knew sheâd drawn the right conclusions. Well, that was a relief anyway! Until that moment a little nagging voice of doubt that could not quite be silenced by the outrage and furious determination had been nagging at her that she might be building her case on a foundation of quick sand.
âThereâs all sorts I know,â she went on, âlike why she hurries off when weâve finished for the day and whoâs waiting for her under the trees at the end of the lane. And all I can say when she gets a house ahead of the rest of us who keep ourselves to ourselves is that it stinks!â
Her voice was rising; he glanced towards the door with something like panic in his eyes.
âMrs Simmons â keep your voice down â please!â
âOh, Iâll shout a lot louder than this, Mr Parsons, if I donât get one of those houses. Iâll shout so loud theyâll hear me all the way over to the Council Offices in South Compton!â
He was patting the air now in a conciliatory motion.
âAll right â all right â Iâll do what I can. But I canât promise anything.â
âI can, Mr Parsons â I already have. If you donât want everybody else to know what I know, youâll do more than just try to fob me off like that.â
âMrs Simmons â¦â
âI wonât keep you any longer, Mr Parsons. Iâve said what I came to say. Thereâs no point you trying to tell me Iâm wrong, because I happen to know Iâm right.â She paused. He was very pale now, the scarlet colour concentrated in two high spots in his cheeks. She felt almost sorry for him and shocked that she could have reduced the pompous Clerk to the Council to this so easily.
âIâm a discreet woman, Mr Parsons. I donât go round gossiping like some do. If I get a letter in the next couple of weeks, this will be just between ourselves. Nobody will hear a word of it from me, not even my own husband. They donât know Iâm here, and I shanât tell them. But if I donât get a letter, well, then it will be a very different story.â
He opened his mouth to say something but she cut him off by moving decisively toward the door. He opened it for her, pausing with his hand on the knob and nodding at her almost imperceptively. She held his gaze for just a moment, then went through into the hall.
âGood night, Mr Parsons. Thank you.â
âGood night, Mrs Simmons.â
âIâm sorry for spoiling your dinner.â
âDonât worry about that.â
They both knew the exchange was for the benefit of Alice, who could, for all they knew, be listening on the other side of the living-room door.
She went out into the night, into the cold and the mist, and her face began to burn, whether from the cold or from the release of tension and relief that it was over she did not know and could not be bothered to wonder. She walked fast, adrenalin driving her along, incapable of coherent thought.
The light was still on in the library room, the outside door ajar. She went in, asked Miss Phillips to renew her book while she looked on the romance shelves for something by Ethel M Dell. Only when she picked one out did she realise her hands were shaking.
âI think Gladâs had this one,â Miss Phillips said. âI think so.â
âOh well, never mind, sheâll have to have it again.â
âHow is she? All right? This weather â¦â
âSheâs fine,â Carrie said. âIâm sorry, Miss Phillips, I canât stop to talk.â
âNo, I shall be closing in a minute anyway. Remember me to Glad, will you?â
Carrie went back under The Subway, back up the hill, still unable to organise her racing thoughts. The first nervous elation was beginning to subside; she didnât know what Mr Parsons