called Pegasus. Thatâs a cool name. How big is he?â
âSeventeen hands.â
âAnd how much does he weigh?â
âNearly nine hundred kilograms.â
Tyler looked serious. âThatâs quite a lot.â
âIt feels like even more than that if he stands on your foot,â Dominic said with a wry smile.
âDoes he live here?â
âYes.â Dominic paused. âYou can come and see him, if you likeâif thatâs all right with your mum.â
âPlease, Mum? Can I?â Tylerâs gaze was full of entreaty.
âHeâs very gentle,â Dominic reassured Louisa.
And huge , she thought, when Dominic took them over to the stables.
Tyler duly admired the horse, asking if he was allowed to stroke him and then, at Dominicâs agreement, stroking the horseâs nose. âHeâs beautiful.â
âHe certainly is,â Dominic agreed.
âAre you jousting this weekend?â
âNo.â
His voice was even, but Louisa noticed the shadows inhis eyes. Time to head off her sonâs line of conversation. âTy, we ought toââ she began, but Tyler spoke over her.
âBut thereâs that picture of you. Youâre a knight. You had a lance and you were wearing armour, so you must be a jouster.â
âNot any more.â
âWhy not?â
âTy, you canât ask questions like that,â Louisa said.
âWhy not?â
âItâs rude.â
âBut I didnât say a swear.â
How was she going to explain this? âTy, letâs talk about this later, OK?â
âBut I wasnât rude,â Tyler said, looking puzzled.
Dominic raked a hand through his hair. âItâs a fair question. I donât joust any more because there was an accident and someone got hurt.â
He frowned. âMy mumâs a nurse. She makes people better. Why didnât your friend go to see a nurse or a doctor?â
Dominic took a deep breath. âIt doesnât always work that way. Sometimes even a nurse or doctor canât fix things.â
âOh.â Tyler digested the information. âDo you miss jousting?â
âTy, letâs talk about something else,â Louisa pleaded. âI dunnoâwhat the horse eats, what kind of saddle he has?â
But her son refused to budge. âIf Iâd been a knight and I didnât do it any more, I think Iâd miss jousting,â Tyler said. âI want to be a knight.â
âIt takes a lot of practice and hard work,â Dominic warned.
âI donât mind. Iâm going to practise holding the reins at home. Bea showed me how. All I need is a ribbon.â
âSo letâs go and buy the ribbon now,â Louisa said, seeing an opening. She caught Dominicâs eye and mouthed, âSorry.â
He said nothing, and she stifled a sigh. So much for thinking he understood about Aspergerâs and the way it gave a child tunnel vision. Then again, Ty had obviously trampled on a really sore spot. He hadnât meant to: he just hadnât been able to pick up the visual clues that Dominic was uncomfortable and she hadnât been able to head Tyler in another direction.
âTime to say goodbye, Ty,â she said.
âGoodbye, and thank you for showing me your horse,â Tyler said politely.
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Dominic leaned back against the stable door and watched them both walk over the yard. Hell. He hadnât been prepared for that one.
Do you miss jousting?
Yes, he missed it. Missed it like crazy. Holding the lance in his right hand and the reins in his left, then focusing on the tilt, urging Pegasus to a quick canter and then closing in, focusing on where he was going to land his lance. Speed, precision and skill: the kind of thrill that reminded him he was still alive.
Except heâd been a little too precise, the last time heâd jousted. Too fast. And heâd unhorsed his opponent.