bottom lip.
"Please,"
I said.
He
gave me a questioning look.
"I
need you inside of me, Z," I said.
He
hovered over me and looked down into my eyes as he entered me slowly.
When he broke through my barrier, taking my virginity, I winced then
nodded for him to continue. He continued until he filled me
completely. I felt like he was stretching me to the limit. When he
pulled out and entered me again, I moan and wrapped my arms around
his neck. Our eyes stayed locked together. It was impossible to look
away from him. He began moving in and out of me a little faster and
harder. My legs wrapped around his waist and he hit the most amazing
spot deep inside of me and I cried out loudly. It pushed him to move
even faster and thrust into me even harder. My hands held tight to
him and I felt my fingers dig into his back.
"Fuck,
Livie," he moaned. "You're so damn tight. It feels amazing
being inside of you. I need to feel you come around my cock. You feel
so good, baby."
My
hips pulled off the ground as I met his thrusts. His bare skin felt
so good on mine. It was like a dream come true being with him. I
would never tell him how I felt about him. Nothing would even develop
between us. He was leaving and I wasn't. There was no way I would've
ever traded being with him in that moment, not for anything in the
world.
His
hands were next to my head. I could see his arms flex each times he
moved into me. It took all I had not to close my eyes, but I didn't
want to lose the connection between us. He slammed into me and I
cried out over and over. Our moans and cries mixed together in the
cool night air. I gripped tighter to his back and lifted my hips to
his. He plunged in deeper than he had yet and I flew over the edge.
His name left my lips so many times. I felt my pussy tighten around
him just before I felt his cock twitch as he came inside of me, and
his mouth came down on mine.
We
were both covered in sweat. His body slowly came down on top of mine.
I held him tight. He rolled us to side. When he pulled out of me, I
felt such a loss. I didn't want the moment to be over. I needed him
with me. My emotions were filling my entire being. I didn't want him
to leave me, not ever. When I rolled to face the other way, tears
began to fill my eyes.
"Are
you okay?" he asked.
I
nodded. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled the blanket over our
bodies. I felt his breathing even out and knew he was asleep.
"I
love you so much, Z," I whispered into the night.
I
felt tears run down my cheeks. When I felt someone touch my arm, my
eyes snapped open and my body shot up. I had been watching the stars
and thinking about the past.
"Are
you okay, Livie?" I heard his deep voice.
He
sounded concerned, as if he really cared about the answer. I knew
better than that. He didn't give a shit about me. He never had. I was
pretty sure he never even thought of me once after he left. He wasn't
who I thought he was. I felt anger rising inside of me. Quickly, I
brushed the tears away. He reached over and pulled my chin so I had
to face him. His grip was strong. I was surprised. When our eyes
connected, all I could think about was that one night. I pulled my
chin from his grip and got to my feet.
"Are
you crying?" he asked softly.
I
shook my head and narrowed my eyes.
"Stop
acting like you care," I snapped.
His
eyes widened at my response. He sat down and put his head in his
hands. I heard him breathe deep before looking back up at me.
"What?"
he snapped. "What do you mean acting like I care?"
"Don't
sit here after having nothing to do with me for sixteen years and act
like you give a shit about me. I can't deal with that. What are you
doing out here? I don't remember inviting you."
My
voice was loud. I could hear the anger dripping from my words, so I'm
sure he could hear it too.
"I
do give a shit about you. I can't believe you would even say that. I
saw you walk passed the window and wanted to come out here."
"You
left me," I said.
I
couldn't stop
Clive Cussler, Paul Kemprecos