problems.â
âDid you smell any gas fumes?â
âNo. Well, maybe. But nothing that I thought anything about. Nothing at all, really. Just that sort of oily smell you get sometimes from an engine.â
âWe saw you and Jim as you passed the lighthouse. Then what happened?â
âWe were rounding the shallows off Cape Pogue when I noticed that the anchor line was adrift off the foredeck. I left Jim at the helm and went forward. I was up there coiling line when it happened. I guess it blew me overboard. The next thing I knew I had a mouthful of water and all I could see was fire. I tried to see Jim, to get back to him, but . . .â His cracked lips tightened and he stared ahead of him, looking hard at a spot in midair.
âOkay, Billy. Donât think about that.â
âI canât help thinking about it. Iâll always think about it. Iâll never forget it. Jim was my friend and I couldnât help him!â
I let a moment pass. When his eyes were again in focus on me, I said, âOne more time, thenâyouâre sure that nobody had any reason to want to get rid of you?â
He came back from his gloom and almost smiled. âOh, Iâm sure that some of my old pals wouldnât have shed any tears if it had been me that got killed out there. But none of them would actually do it, you know? Theyâre just dopey people trying to find money for their next fix, theyâre not killers. Hell, they havenât got their shit together enough to be killers.â
âThereâs a lot of dope on this island, and the guys who are running the show have a lot of money at stake. Their shit is plenty together.â
He shook his head and grimaced. âI wouldnât know. I never knew any guys like that. I got my stuff from friends.â He thought back. âFriends. Sure, some friends . . .â
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I drove home. Sometimes people know things they donât know they know, so they canât tell you. Other times they know things they donât want to tell you. Other times they just lie. As I drove past the June People soaking up the rays of the Vineyard sun and splashing in the little waves hissing on the beach, I thought about the various things Iâd been told.
When I got home, I opened a beer and made lunch. If you live alone youâre apt to start eating carelessly, tossing down whatever comes easiest because it doesnât seem worthwhile spending time on food if thereâs no one to share it with. I try to treat myself like a guest. Today my guest got ham and cheese sandwiches and deli-style half-sour pickles with his beer. A feast fit for a king. Then I spent half an hour with the food processor, chopping veggies and mixing up a jug of gazpacho: into a gallon jar went tomato juice, chopped tomatoes, onions, cukes, green peppers, and garlic; and salt, pepper, oil, and sherry. I put the cap on the jar, shook everything up, and put it in the fridge. Tomorrow it would be delish, with or without vodka.
After Iâd washed and stacked my cooking tools, I got the Gazette and found a story Iâd glanced at earlier. A small story about an enigmatic ongoing investigation by the D.A. and off-island law enforcement people. The Gazette prefers to underemphasize the dark side of Vineyard doings, so not much was said, and it was not said deep in the paper. Or maybe not much was said because the reporter didnâtknow much. I reread the story of the explosion and noted again that Jim Norrisâs parents lived in Oregon. Iâd never heard of the town.
I dug out my Boston phonebook. It was five years out of date, but it still had the number I wanted. It belonged to a reporter who works for the Globe. Weâd met when I was a Boston cop, and weâd hit it off the way a cop and reporter sometimes will. He still owed me a favor, particularly since Iâd had him down to the island a couple of times during
Elle Strauss, Lee Strauss