after thatâphew! Do you know what sailors used to call itâwhat the newspapers still call it? The graveyard of the Atlantic!â
Carney could not remember when he had talked so much to a woman. It was a relief to talk to anyone after all that mute wandering in strange towns and cities, caught like a chip in a flood of indifferent and even hostile faces. And it was easy to run on about the one thing he knew well, especially to someone who at least knew what he was talking about. He offered her a glance of apology and found her looking at him curiously, as if she had taken him too carelessly at first and now found him of interest.
âGo on,â she said.
âThe only people there are on the government establishment lightkeepers, the lifesaving crew, the wireless operators, and a number of wives and children. About forty or fifty in all. Weâre all there to beat the Devil, so to speak. Everybody has a job to do or a watch to keep, so we donât see much of each other except when the steamer comes and we all get together at the west end of the island to pick up our stores and mail. Thatâs three or four times a year. Thereâs a telephone line, of course. The stations are scattered along the whole length of the island and thereâs a lighthouse at each end.â
âHow do you get back and forth?â
âRide, mostly. The lifesavers catch a few wild ponies and break âem in for riding, hauling the supply wagons, the lifeboat carriage and so on. Everybody rides on Marina. The kids can stick on a ponyâs back almost before they can walk.â
The waiter brought his order, a platter of fried potatoes and codfish cheeks, and Carney attacked it with vigor. The girl watched him, amused.
âYou know,â he said cheerfully, âthey serve what they call fish inland, but they mess it up in fancy ways and it tastes like nothing that ever swam in Godâs good water. I went into a place that advertised âSea Foodâ somewhere, and asked the girl if they had tongues-and-sounds, or fried cheeks, say, like thisâand she looked at me as if Iâd asked for something out of the garbage can.â
âBut Marina,â she persisted. âYou said it had a meaning for you. What?â
He frowned at his plate. âItâs hard to put in words. Maybe it hasnât a meaning at all. Maybe itâs just the only place where I feel at home, because the people out there are the only friends I have. For weeks Iâve been knocking about eastern Canada like a lost soul, from city to city. Everybody scramblingâwhat for, I wonder? Youâd think the world was going to end tomorrow and all hands had to get another dollar before the last trump stops the works. Everyone shoving someone else, and eyeing each other like a lot of sulky sled dogs on the Labrador, ready to snap at the first wrong move. Well, weâre not perfect on Marina. A few people thrown together on a sand bar, little jealousies, squabbles made up out of nothing, for a bit of excitement more than anything elseâsomething to do. But on the whole we take life quietly. Clothes donât mean much. Moneyâs nothing. You see? Nothing to shove each other for. Anyhow, you canât go in for petty meanness on a place like that. God gets too good a chance to look at you.â
Miss Jardine pushed out her lips. âI donât think Iâd like that. It sounds like a fly under a microscope.â
âThatâs because youâve always lived indoors, in this kind of madhouse.â
âWrong! I was born on a farm, and before I came to the city I taught in country schools for several years.â
âWhy did you leave?â He was astonished.
âAmbition, Mr. Carney, just ambition. I wanted to earn a lot of money and wear smart clothes and go to theaters and dine in those wonderful places Iâd seen in the movies on Saturday nights.â She looked about the drab