fairy tales.
The truth is, Leeâs marriage is none of Katherineâs business. She knows that. But if it wasnât for Lee, Katherine would probably still be using. Sheâd still be working for the escort service. Assuming, that is, she was still around. For a while there, that wasnât certain. How much Lee knows about the specifics of that tawdry chapter is not clear. Not that itâs such a shocker. Just another L.A. story: tough, clueless girl from Detroit heads west with totally half-baked ideas about acting, ends up âdancing,â leading to escorting, leading to self-loathing, leading to self-medicating, and culminating in one long slide into self-destruction. Where would she be if she hadnât met Lee? Hadnât been welcomed into the studio free of charge? If Lee hadnât lent her the money for the massage school? More to the point, where would she be if Lee hadnât shown her unconditional belief in Katherineâs talent as a healer and her ability to keep herself clean?
In the reception area, she can see from the number of shoes in the cubbies that itâs going to be a packed house. This is Leeâs most popular class, but itâs a crowd, even for her. Katherine goes into her massage room and peels off her dress, hangs it in the closet, and gets into her old tank top and the cotton drawstring pants she bought at a street fair at Venice Beach. She absolutely refuses to go the trendy-yoga-outfits route. Even if she secretly craves some of the practicality of those pricey outfits.
At the reception desk, she bumps into Lee.
âIt looks like a big crowd in there, Miss Lee. You up for it?â
âI canât wait.â
Katherine slips on a headband, not that she really needs one with her current hairdo. Six months ago, a client of hers gave her a gift certificate for an obscenely expensive haircut in Hollywood that came out looking as if sheâd hacked her hair off herself. So now thatâs what she does. Scissors, mirror, and voilà . Maybe a little punky, but it suits her, and it is kind of surprising with the retro clothes and the twirly skirts. Lee has dark circles, not the way she usually looks. Exhausted? Or has she been crying? As causally as she can, Katherine asks, âEverything okay?â
Lee smiles. âA little distracted. Something at the kidsâ school last week. The Alan stuff catching up with me.â She looks away from Katherine and says with enough sincerity to break Katherineâs heart, âYou think Iâm a good mother, donât you, Kat?â
âWhatâs this about? Why would you even ask me that? As for Alan, heâs going through some early-onset midlife thing that will pass.â
âIâm just trying to keep my options open, thatâs all.â
This seems to refer to something specific, but Katherine has no idea what. Sheâd like to ask, but itâs 9:30, and Lee never starts class late.
I f Katherine were a painter, sheâd do a series of portraits of people on their mats before class begins. Itâs incredible how much you can tell about someoneâs personality just from those first couple of minutes. If Bosch were around, sheâs pretty certain this is what heâd be paintingâa little microcosm of the world, with so many types crowded into one little space.
There are five people lying flat on their backs, two of them using blocks as a pillow, and one with her hands folded on her stomach, actually (though lightly) snoring. Tina of the endless retail drama is sitting up in a tense lotus, twisting her head from side to side to see who else is in class and how much space sheâs going to have to do her splits. Thereâs a couple she sees every once in a while, their mats close together, lying on their sides, heads propped up in hands, very quietly talking. They met here, heâs married, and if theyâre not having an affair they will be long before they