slid into her friendâs eyes. âLet him call. You donât have to commit to anything. And I wouldnât if I were you.â
âPreaching to the choir, H,â Cindy said. âI donât have time for the games.â
Just then Nathan walked back into the unit to check on the baby.
âGotta go,â Harlow said.
Cindy turned away and finished her job in the NICU,then slipped out the door. Her clean cart was against the wall in the hall. She was still putting away her cleaning supplies when she heard the doors behind her whisper open. It could have been anyone, but not just anyone made the hair at her nape prickle. Only Nathan did that and the development was recent. And, annoyingly enough, recurring.
âCindyââ
She turned around. âDid I forget to do something in the unit?â
âNo. I justââ He ran his fingers through his hair. âI saw you talking to Harlow.â
âSheâs my friend. One of the fairy godmothers, actually.â
âGood to know her talents are more than just being one of the best respiratory techs here at Mercy Medical.â
âSpeaking of that,â she said. âI was watching just now, when you were working on the gladiator.â
âDonât ask me where that came from,â he said sheepishly. The look was too darn cute.
âOkay. But I wanted to ask something else.â Anything to take the edge off his appeal. She met his gaze and said, âWhat did you mean when you said âsurfâ him?â
âSurfactin. Itâs a medication.â
âYeah. I was pretty sure you werenât talking about ocean waves. What does it do?â
âMakes the lungs more flexible. If theyâre stiff, air canât be pushed in and out,â he explained. âOne of the problems in neonates is that their lungs are immature. The medication helps them function better until they fully develop.â
âI see.â
âGood. Now Iâve got one for you.â
âOne what?â
âQuestion. Turnabout is fair play.â He leaned a broad shoulder against the wall.
If the inquiry was about how a guy could look so sexy dressed in utilitarian scrubs, she had no answer. On every possible level it was just wrong for him to be so yummy in shapeless cotton material with a drawstring at the waist of the pants. The V-neck shirt at least revealed the hint of chest hair, but really, the ensemble left a lot to be desired. Except the guy in it was more desirable than her favorite chocolate with caramel.
âOkay. You can ask,â she said, knowing she was really going to regret giving permission.
âWhat do you have against giving me your phone number?â he said.
âYouâll use it,â she answered. âGotta get back to work now.â
She grabbed her cart and pushed it down the hall, feeling his gaze lasering into her back until she rounded the corner. Leaning against the wall, she blew out a long breath.
It was hard work going one on one with a hero. Even harder to remember why she needed to not get sucked into the games. Between work and school, she didnât have the time or energy. Whatever he was selling, she wasnât buying. And even if she were, sheâd just blown any chance with him. Like Harlow said, women were waiting in line.
So much for her plan to attend the fundraiser and enjoy every moment. Pulling out those memories of how the beautiful people lived was supposed to brighten her daily grind. Sheâd made memories, all right, and so much more. Sheâd snagged the doctorâs attention. For all the good that would do.
After today he wouldnât waste any more time on her. Which was just as well because she didnât have the time, energy or emotional reserves to waste on him.
And that made her sad and angry. It made her wish that once upon a time, she hadnât been duped and damaged by a dope.
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As Nathan headed down the