additional groceries you want for you and Noelle. Theyâll see you get them.â
âExcellent.â Brigitteâs eyes sparkled. âYou may leave us now, my lord.â
Ericâs lips twitched ever so slightly. âClearly, I can.â
With a mystified glance from Brigitte to Noelle, he swerved and headed down the hall toward the east wing.
âHe likes you,â Noelle piped up.
âPardon me?â
âUncle. He likes you.â
Brigitte folded her arms across her chest. âReally. How do you know that?â
A matter-of-fact shrug. âThe way he looks at you. And even though you made him mad, he almost smiled after he chest-ized you.â
âAh. I see.â
âYou like him, too. Donât you?â
Brigitte gazed wistfully after Ericâs retreating back. âYes, Noelle, I do. Very much.â
âHow come you donât lie?â
âWhat?â Brigitteâs attention snapped back to her inquisitive young charge.
âGrown-ups always lie.â
âNot all grown-ups. And certainly not always.â
âYouâre different,â Noelle countered. âYou donât lie. You donât talk to me like Iâm too dumb to understand. You donât ignore Fuzzy. And you donât even hate me.â
âHate you?â Brigitte felt a knife twist in her heart. âWhy would anyone hate you? Youâre intelligent, witty, and spirited.â
Another shrug. âPapa hated me. I heard Mrs. Lawley say he never even wanted to meet me. âCourse, Mrs. Lawley hated me, tooâjust like all the other families who brought me back to Farrington. And Uncle? He hates me most of all. He never keeps me for more than a day. Then he finds another family for me to live with. But they always return me, and it starts again.â Noelle stared at the tip of her shoe. âMy mama didnât hate me. I could tell in the picture of her I saw. She was too beautiful to hate me. But sheâs dead. Thatâs probably why Iâm beyond re-damn-sin.â Noelleâs lashes lifted, and she inclined her head quizzically âWhatâs re-damn-sin?â
Brigitte wasnât certain she could speak. âWho said you were beyond redemption?â
âMrs. Lawley. What does it mean?â
âIt means Mrs. Lawley is a terrible judge of character,â Brigitte managed, striving for control.
âIs she beyond re-damn-sin?â
âI hope not. But at this moment, Iâm not at all certain.â
âHer dog is. He tried to bite Fuzzy.â Noelle considered the matter. âWhatever re-damn-sin is, it must be a very bad thing to be. It has two wicked words in itâwell, really only one. âSinâ is only bad when you do it; saying it doesnât count. âDamnâ is bad all the time.â
Thank God for Noelleâs precociousness, Brigitte reflected as she dissolved into laughter. Without it, she might have stormed over to Mrs. Lawleyâs house and slapped the woman across her thoughtless faceâshe and all the othersupposedly fine, decent families Noelle had been subjected to these past four years.
The truth was, this remarkable child had been passed about like a sack of grain, given only food, clothing, and a roof over her head.
Meager substitutes for encouragement, constancy, and love.
Suddenly, Brigitte knew what she must do.
âNeither of those words, wicked or otherwise, pertains to you.â She grasped Noelleâs hand, leading her back inside the blue room. âLetâs select appropriate romping clothes for you, shall we?â Squatting on the floor, she opened the traveling bag, assessing Noelleâs meager wardrobe.
Clothing was the farthest thing from her mind.
âYou know, Noelle, your uncle doesnât hate you,â she remarked offhandedly. âIn fact, I think he loves you more than he knows. More, in fact, than he wants to.â
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