feel nervous about it. I didnât sleep at all last night. I couldnât stop thinking and mostly worrying about what my new life is going to be like. I havenât even seen our new house yet. My dad said he knows Iâll love it. So Iâm sure I will. He knows what I like. And my room is going to be much bigger, which canât be a bad thing. My dad says weâre a team now.
I walked out onto the porch and sat on our stoop for the last time, watching him load the rest of our stuff into the trunk of our gray Chevy. I canât help but feel like weâre leaving my mom behind. The house and her things are really my last connection to her. On the other hand, I want to run away from this town as fast as possibleâthe people who know, who point their fingers and stare at me with sad faces, and mostly all the little things that remind me of her every day. Like the way our dish towels still smell like her perfume.
âReady, Kitty Kat?â My dad called from the car and slammed the trunk closed. He squinted at me and smiled. The sun was brighter than everâa good omen, I hope.
âYup!â I picked up my pink suitcase and ran toward the car, nervous and excited for our future together. I tried not to look back, but I did anyway. I needed one last look.
Laney
âW hen do you think theyâll get here?â I followed my mom around the kitchen, feeling antsy, kind of like my skin was tingling all over. Sheâd made the four of us a huge pancake breakfast, and there was still yellow batter splattered everywhere. Mom loves to cook, but sheâs a bit messy at it.
âI donât know, love. Soon, I guess.â She swiped a wet dish towel down the length of the counter and patted it dry with a paper towel.
âDid you see her?â I twirled in circles on the shiny brown tile.
âLaney, I told you I didnât see her, only her father.â She washed a bunch of red grapes in the sink and added it to a bowl of big pink peaches.
âWell, what was he like?â I sat down at the kitchen table, hugging my knees to my chest. I was
desperate
for every last detail.
âHe seemed lovely, sweetheart. Iâm sure theyâll be here soon enough.â
âIâm sure they wonât. Soon enough would be
now
.â I stood up again. âWhat color is his hair?â
âBrown.â
âLike, a lightish brown? Or is it real dark, like, almost black?â
âI donât know. Sort of medium. Why do you care what color his hair is?â
âIâm trying to imagine what his daughterâs going to look like.â So far she looked like a man with medium brown hair. âAnd his eyes?â
âWhat about them?â
âWhat color are they?â
âLaney, I have no idea. I didnât study him. We talked for maybe five minutes. Just long enough for him to say they were moving in next Saturday.â
â
Next
Saturday!?â
â
This
Saturday, love.
Today
. Iâm just telling you what he said then.â
âTell me
exactly
what he said.â
âFor the millionth time, he said he and his daughter are moving into the house next to Luellaâs, and that sheâs eleven, just like you.â Didnât sound like a five-minute conversation to me.
âI wish theyâd just get here already.â
âPatience, Laney. Patience.â Itâs a word I hear a lot, mainly from my parents. I guess because I donât have any. I once tried to explain to them that clearly I wasnât born with patience, and eleven years later it has yet to arrive. They told me that itâs not something youâre born with or something that arrives out of the blue, but itâs something you have to develop. Seems like a waste of time.
âCan I take the pie and wait on their porch?â Yesterday Mom and I baked them a gorgeous raspberry pie with golden crust and oozy red goodness all stuffed inside. It took
Laurence Cossé, Alison Anderson