her hand. For a long moment she stared at the computer monitor with the email on it. Then she shoved back her chair and got up, pacing restlessly over to the windows, pushing her shaking hands into the pockets of her jeans.
Of course she knew what things he wanted to discuss. The night heâd rescued her. What had happened to her. Everything sheâd kept hidden for the past seven years.
Everything she couldnât tell another living soul. At least not without killing the last part of her, the part that had remained untouched.
The part that lived in the void, safe from the rest of the world.
Yeah, she had secrets. But they were hers. And sheâd kept them protected for a long time. She didnât want to give them up. She didnât want to have anything else taken from her.
You have to tell them. You have to tell him.
No. No, she fucking well didnât.
To hell with that warning email. Sheâd continue with her investigations anyway, find the identity of that guy, track him down, and get Zac to protect her while she did so. Heâd do it. He did pretty much whatever she told him to.
The thought calmed her. She remained in front of the windows, staring at her view of the city and its beautiful lights, waiting for her heartbeat to normalize and the fear to seep away. She knew she should probably go to bed, but sleep had always been difficult since sheâd escaped the house, and it was going to be impossible now.
Perhaps sheâd stay up, check over her system, then work on the information her Angel team had sent her, the small, private group that was part of Void Angel Technology and dedicated to investigating white slave trafficking. Theyâd sent her a file with some information about what was starting to look like a major international ring, specializing in the trafficking of women in particular.
The ever-present anger licked up inside her and she grabbed it, held onto it because anger had always been far easier to deal with than fear.
Fuckers. She couldnât wait to take them down. Sheâd break that ring apart, then crush the pieces under the heel of her Docs.
They wouldnât know what hit them.
And then something changed.
She didnât know quite what it was. It was like the quality of the air in her apartment was different, a subtle shift in density or texture, she wasnât sure which. And she could smell something familiar. A woody, warm scent, like cedar or sandalwood. Vaguely exotic and expensive. It was only faint, barely there, but it made her feel safe because she recognized it: the scent of Zacâs aftershave.
Weird. Why would she be smelling Zacâs aftershave in her apartment? She didnât have anything of his lying around and she hadnât noticed it when she first came in.
She blinked, staring at the massive window in front of her.
And in the black glass she saw something reflected back.
Zac. Standing behind her.
For the second time that night, shock froze her solid, forcing all the air from her lungs, and for a long, countless moment she stood rooted to the spot, staring at the man reflected in the glass.
It couldnât be him, not here. Not in her personal, private space where no oneâ no one âhad ever been.
She whirled around as fear choked her. The wild, reflexive fear of a cornered animal.
Because he was here, standing in the middle of her lounge, a massive, dark figure that seemed to tower over everything. A tidal wave, smashing away her safety, her refuge.
A small, terrified sound escaped her and when icy cold hit her back, she knew sheâd pressed herself against the windows as if she could push herself through them in an effort to get away.
You fucking idiot. This is Zac. Why are you so afraid?
The thought lingered in the back of her mind, but she could barely hear it over the noise of her own terror. The primitive warning that her home had been compromised and she was in danger.
He said nothing, merely stared