he said with a grunt. “Anything else?”
“I don’t think so, but I don’t know. But you won’t break me, Doyle.” She was already so shattered apart it was amazing she could function.
“Yes, I will. This is intimate, far more intimate than two people having sex. It’s about trust, which I know you have trouble with because of everything. I have eyes and I know who your parents are. It’s warranted, so I know you won’t blindly trust me. No, ouch, red, stop, I don’t know: all will make me stop. Even a flinch in your body will make me stop because you are going to be a cornucopia of triggers, Katey Jay.”
“Why are you doing this? Just last night you said this wasn’t my world.”
“I have been known, on occasion, to be wrong. I’m doing this because watching you surrender to me was sexy as hell. We’ll cover more in the morning, but right now I very much want to be inside you.”
She gasped as he drew her arms down, hooking them over his head. His hands were hot where they gripped her ass and he lifted her up the glass until they were eye level. Automatically she wrapped her legs around him, both of them shuddering to stillness when his cock pressed against her sex.
“Well aren’t you a pleasant handful.” He squeezed her ass and rocked into her. She shuddered at the sensation as the shirt was pushed up so the cool glass pressed against her ass, making her gasp. “Are you a virgin?”
She shook her head and found the room spinning as he carried her to the bed. His weight was heavy as he lay on her. He drew her arms free, stretching them over the mattress.
“I like this shirt. I like this shirt on you.” He freed one wrist and drew the shirt off so she was naked. He gazed down at her, then caressed a hand from the base of her neck to her tattoo. She arched at the touch, trying to stay with his hand as if her body craved him. “This is one helluva tattoo, Katey Jay. It’s one helluva pussy.”
She cried out, bowing as he pushed two fingers into her. The feel of them pressing deep, stroking along her as he eased out, made her jerk. Three times was all it took before the orgasm hit. “Right here,” he said as he began to caress the spot that made her entire body snap tight. A third finger slid in and a sharp cry escaped at the stretching fullness. Her hands were pinned down when he braced his hand on the chain of the cuffs, his fingers working her. “Eyes on me.”
It took a minute to focus on him.
“Let’s get you to that moment we both crave.”
Kate arched as his fingers slid within her. It was every fantasy she had about him but better. Ten times better. A hundred times better. Because what had she known? She hadn’t known the feel of his hands on her, how dark his eyes were as he watched her, what made him hard, how he made her wet.
“Hold it in,” he said, then he pressed down on a hard, leather knot. She screamed, bowing again as the combination of pleasure and pain hit her body. His fingers continued to fuck, pushing through muscles that automatically had tightened. “Hold it in. Take it in. Hold it in.”
She shuddered when he let the pressure go, his fingers moving more easily. Knowing what was coming, she made herself breathe deep. A cruel curl quirked his lips and he pressed on two knots. When he let go, it was as if everything washed away as the pain eased.
“There’s my girl. Beautiful.”
This time when the pressure on the knots came, his fingers kept up their steady rhythm. The pain was there, she felt it, but it was more intense, more a part of her.
“Who knew you were a screamer. I bet you scream when I fill you with my cock as you let anyone paying attention know you are getting fucked just right. Are you ready, girl?”
She remembered her words. “Yes, Sir.”
His fingers slowly dragged out of her, making her convulse as he hit the right spot and he eased up on her wrist. She lay there, her body flashing hot and cold as the bed shifted, his heavy