paper as if keeping up with her racing thoughts. âBut walking lacked drama, so I yelled at him and kicked him again. He broke into a trot, although I didnât understand what that was then. I screamed, and he panicked, I guess. He was a lot younger then.â The pace of her breathing picked up. âIâm not sure what happened after that, but I think he might have started to gallop. We were going pretty fast.â
Mac closed his eyes in dismay. âYou could have been killed.â
âOn some level I knew that. This huge animal was out of control and I was about to die. I was hysterical, which only made him go faster. Then I yelled as loud as I could, and he stopped abruptly. I went right over his head.â
He sucked in a breath. Even though she was sitting in front of him and obviously fine, the scene was horrific to contemplate. Maybe elves and fairies had been in the meadow watching out for her, after all.
âI could have been seriously hurt, but by some miracle I was only dazed and banged up a little. Prince hung around at first, but in my mind heâd turned into a demon horse and I screamed at him to get away. Eventually he headed for home.â
âAnd you were alone out there.â
âNot for long. It was summer so Georgie had her window open. Later she told me that sheâd heard somebody out in the barn. She knows me pretty well, so she must have guessed Iâd do something like that. She checked my room, threw on some clothes, and came after me.â
âAnd you were completely traumatized.â
âNot only by that, but Iâd defied my mother. I was terrified of what sheâd do if she found out. She doesnât like being disobeyed.â
âSo I gather.â
âGeorgie smuggled me back into the house, cleaned me up, and promised never to tell anyone.â She glanced up from her sketch pad. âAlthough it probably doesnât matter anymore, youâre one of three people in the world who know about my stupidity.â
âIt wasnât stupid. It was creative. Little kids think theyâre invincible. Even some big kids.â He wanted to gather her close and comfort her, but that wasnât a good idea. Besides, she was still working on her second sketch of Jasper. He would never dream of interrupting her while she was working.
âThis was a fabulous idea, Mac. Drawing Jasper and trying to get the right expression in his eyes makes me see him as an individual, a creature with needs and fears just like mine.â
âAs a prey animal, he has more reason to fear you than you have to fear him.â
She looked up in surprise. âBut heâs
huge.
Why would he be afraid of little old me?â
âEver heard that phrase
Eyes in front, born to hunt. Eyes on the side, run and hide
?â
âI have.â She glanced at Jasper. âBut I always thought of rabbits and deer versus coyotes and bobcats. Jasper seems much more capable of defending himself.â
âNot necessarily any more than a deer. And weâre definitely in the predator category, yet we expect him to carry us on his back, which puts him at potential risk if we should want to hurt him.â
Her expression grew thoughtful. âI never considered that.â
âIf you put yourself in his place, and I know you can do that or you wouldnât be able to draw Ida with that rebellious gleam in her eye, it might change everything.â
She laughed. âIda is my second favorite subject.â
He decided not to ask who her favorite subject was. He had a feeling he already knew. She claimed that her interest was purely artistic. He hoped that was true and Ida was on the wrong track.
If Anastasia didnât cross the line, he certainly wouldnât. He had so many reasons not to make a move. Being alone with her in the barn had demonstrated what heâd been trying to deny. He wanted Anastasia Bickford.
But he was no longer driven by