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reply, but a breeze stirs his hair and I remember him.
âWhat do you know about anything?â I add, scowling.
He steps closer. My traitorous heart picks up speed. Forgivenessâs eyes are pits I could fall into and never be able to climb back out of.
âI know that you feel an emptiness inside of you, Alexandra Tate, that youâre trying so hard to fill,â he says quietly. âI know that you cry yourself to sleep sometimes, but youâre always careful to make sure your aunt and uncle donât hear. I know you pretend that the boy next door really is your little brother. And I know that Revengeââ
âStop.â Iâm shaking. Resentment flashes and fades, his palm cool on my back. âIf you were trying to persuade me to do something, that was the wrong technique.â
âIâm not trying to persuade you to do anything.â A familiar silhouette appears on the ground beside usâRevengeâbut Forgiveness doesnât take his eyes off my face. âIâm trying to help you.â
âI donât need any help.â With that, I walk away from both of them.
This time, Forgiveness doesnât follow me. Strangely enough, Revenge doesnât either. I hear their voices, low and indiscernible.
Seething, feeling as if my insides are going to explode from some chemical combination thatâs not supposed to blend together, I get into the car. The two of them are still standing there. I grip the steering wheel and glare at their profiles, despite the fact that neither is paying attention to me. Itâs strange, seeing Revenge and Forgiveness together. Like the brightest dawn and the darkest time of night. Whatever theyâre talking about, they disagree on something. Revengeâs fists are clenched in a rare display of aggression, and though Forgiveness seems relaxed, his stance also has a tense quality to it.
Theyâre talking about me.
Nate Fosterâs release has opened a door that canât be closed. Voices. Forgiveness. Change.
As I reach for the keys dangling from the ignition, I allow myself one more glimpse at these creatures who are tearing me apart. I think I know what Iâm going to call them now. Theyâre not Emotions, or Elements, or anything else literal and simple.
Theyâre Choices.
The cold wakes me.
I turn on my side and frown at the open window, ignoring the present on my nightstand thatâs still unopened. The filmy curtains Missy picked out flutter in the breeze. Did I leave it open? Blearily, I stand and shuffle over to it to pull at the frame. It sticks. âDamn it,â I swear under my breath. Shivering, I stand on tiptoe and put my weight on it. Nothing.
Alexandra.
This time it comes on a gust of air. I leap back, tripping on the edge of the rug. Pain radiates through my bones as I land, and then Iâm scrambling back as if something is crawling through the window after me. My back hits the edge of the mattress.
Fear bursts in front of me, tapping my nose before I can recoil, and then heâs gone again. I stare at the sill, half-expecting a hand to clamp around it. Nothing appears.
âNo,â I moan, clutching my head. This isnât real. Iâm dreaming. I tell myself that monsters donât exist, that Sammy Thorn is nothing but a story fabricated to frighten children into staying in their beds.
Alexandra.
Again, right in my ear. I close my eyes and focus on breathing. âWhere are you?â
The mines. The mines.
This isnât happening. It isnât. âLeave me alone.â A whimper escapes me, and I despise how weak it makes me feel.
Enough. On trembling legs, I stand. My boxers are sticky with sweat. Every instinct in me shrieks to hide under the covers or run to Saul and Missy. Instead, I take one step after the other toward the window that I didnât open. The voice doesnât speak again, but thereâs a thickness to the air, a sense that
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